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Jun 11, 2009 04:26

i so don't use this anymore. and apparently neither do most folks. but props to those who've stuck it through.

but i've missed having a space to write down my thoughts. i tend to be a one-liner kind of dude, which is why twitter works out for me. writing for the lfs blog (www.lfssfsu.wordpress.com) gets my writing juices flowing and fills that void.

though i'm already looking forward to future projects as i enter this semi-post-lfs era. a new blog that will hopefully be the basis of my future goals with this soon-to-be completed journalism degree. and since i don't use this anymore and i feel the need for change (and i usually think of change as good), a new personal blog.

this semester i've liked writing again. you can say me and writing are dating. we have our on-and-off days, but in the end, when i get caught up, there's no holding back. but i definitely need to be more disciplined and take it more seriously. symbolic for many things that revolve around my life, yes. but i can't say i'm back in love. not sure. as i dive head first into this whole journalism thing, i'll find out.

but i do love organizing. one would expect that i'd be bitter/ angry/ tired from 4 years on EC. there are many days those feelings overcome me. but i'm even more secure in the fact that no matter what i do, i will always keep the organizing part of my life. nothing makes me feel like a more complete person.

that's it. i'll figure out what i'mma do with this and maybe do a proper burial. who knows when that'll be. but you'll be the first to know.

-lyle

p.s.: yes i'm still hella single and will probably be so for the foreseeable future. just still trying to work on myself before i enter into that agreement again. also i'm deathly afraid of being in another relationship. and i'm still trying to locate enough trust to make friendships work, let another an intimate one. but with a glimmer of hope, i'll always leave the door open for someone dope to give me the butterflies again. i'm just not holding my breath. i'm a bit of a handful.
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