May 03, 2005 17:03
how come i am ALWAYS the last one to know EVERYTHING??? i hate everyone and everything right now.... how come ucf can hurry the hell up and tell ray if hes accepted or not and not tell me... its driving me nuts... oh and uhm... is there a difference between a girlfriend and a fiance... because last time i checked there was... i am in one of the grumpiest moods right now... i want to skip ahead like 5 years.... starting.... now.... damn didnt work... rays graduating in 2 days... im so happy for him... im depressed... someone come cheer me up...