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im scared to go to orlando... its too big... im not even sure if ucf accepted me yet... i dont really see why they wouldnt... but i dont wana go alone... i wana go and be wit ray... but i dont think he really wants to be with me... i dont wana go down there together and it not work out... it sucks so bad knowing someone you are totally head over heels for doesnt exactly feel the same way... or well isnt sure that they feel the same way... i dont wana be led on... but i wana be with him so bad... but i dont wana force him to be wit me if thats not wat he wants... i want him to be happy... but wat about my happiness... this is so depressing...my life sucks right now... im sick.. still.... i have like no life... even if i had time for one it wouldnt matter... im so depressed confused pissed frustrated... any negative emotion you can think of... thatll be me...