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[ellynecholslive]

i didn't think it would suck this bad.
it doesn't help anything to feel like this.
i can't make it stop, and that's the worst part.
i hate not being in control.
that's a problem.
i don't know what i want.
that's a problem.
this is selfish.
that's a problem.

this is a lot harder than i thought.

Comments

[woodtwig]

i love you ellyn. know that.

[liketheowlbirds]

what is it? just not knowing what you want?
i dont know what i want. it kind of sucks. but i have discovered more about myself, or maybe what i want to do, this summer than ever.
i hope im not totally off on what your talking about.
your pretty awesome. ill give you a call soon

[ellynecholslive]

no, you're not totally off at all. thanks for your thoughts. it's not just that but that is a big part of it.

you're pretty awesome yourself, cooper, and i'd love a call.