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[ellynecholslive]

i didn't think it would suck this bad.
it doesn't help anything to feel like this.
i can't make it stop, and that's the worst part.
i hate not being in control.
that's a problem.
i don't know what i want.
that's a problem.
this is selfish.
that's a problem.

this is a lot harder than i thought.