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i think i'm beginning to feel pangs of sadness as i go through my last-whatevers of school. like, the last time i do group work, or the last time i have a presentation or the last time i run around frantically in the library trying to scour for a book THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE ON THE SHELF BUT APPARENTLY IT'S LOANED OUT AND THE LINC PAGE WASN'T UPDATED.
the impending last time-s of buying that japanese lemon juice in the green glass bottle, or trying to play soccer in the honours room, or eating breakfast from the yong tau foo stall before lectures or seeing some lecturers for the last time and knowing that although i'm a forgettable student, they were unforgettable teachers, mentors, lecturers.
the last time i'll sit in the reference section of the central library and glare at those ANNOYING CHINA STUDENTS who for some reason, don't shower and as such, people give a wide berth around them and leave 3-4 seats empty. (the circumference of smell is quite wide.) the last time i'll sit in the honours room or in the canteen at 7pm on some days eating dinner with soci mates and seeing how sociological theories are so applicable in our lives and how we're constrained by 'structure' and struggle to exert our 'agency' within our set of 'habitus'.
these are halcyon days.
the impending last time-s of buying that japanese lemon juice in the green glass bottle, or trying to play soccer in the honours room, or eating breakfast from the yong tau foo stall before lectures or seeing some lecturers for the last time and knowing that although i'm a forgettable student, they were unforgettable teachers, mentors, lecturers.
the last time i'll sit in the reference section of the central library and glare at those ANNOYING CHINA STUDENTS who for some reason, don't shower and as such, people give a wide berth around them and leave 3-4 seats empty. (the circumference of smell is quite wide.) the last time i'll sit in the honours room or in the canteen at 7pm on some days eating dinner with soci mates and seeing how sociological theories are so applicable in our lives and how we're constrained by 'structure' and struggle to exert our 'agency' within our set of 'habitus'.
these are halcyon days.