WHAT A DAY!

[elliemm77]

WELL...EVEN THOUGH I'D BEEN QUESTIONING OUR RELATIONSHIP, I WAS NEVER AGREEING TO BREAK IT OFF ENTIRELY. BUT, RICH AND I BROKE UP, I THINK, FOR GOOD LAST NIGHT. WE DO THIS ALL THE TIME BUT LAST NIGHT WAS SERIOUS AND I ACTUALLY LEFT HIS PLACE, AT HIS REQUEST, AND WENT BACK TO MY HOUSE. WE ALWAYS FIGHT LATELY BUT THERE IS STILL THAT "I LOVE YOU"

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[soma_seal]

Every time I hear about the things he's put you through, it seems more and more like some alternate universe where he's some twisted, moniacal tyrant pulling on your strings every which way for the only sake of his own selfish amusement and pleasure. That's sick, and he sounds like one sick mother fucker, and I'm sorry that he got to you! Granted, I know everyone makes mistakes and what not, but he will never change, so long as your mercy always extends him yet another way around admitting his faults.

You really have so much to offer, and I have no doubt that some gorgeous sweetheart is out there, ready to trump this bastard's "nicest things" over a thousand times.

As far as...

ALL THE SIGNS IN MY HEAD POINT TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE REALTIONSHIP BUT MY HEART LOVES HIS SMILE AND HIS ARMS AROUND ME AND JUST GENRALLY BEING WITH HIM, AT LEAST, MOST OF THE TIME...

Your heart loves the illusion that he loves you, which is brought to you buy those "nicest things" he does. I'm not entirely doubting that there were some selfless parts to those acts of his, those "nice things," but from everything else you say about him, but it's certainly almost entirely. I mean, yes, he still is human, but not by much. Your head (better yet, libido) loves his smile, physique, etc. Your heart loves the gem that you see in people, in him (?). He is the farthest thing from a gem that I've come across personally.

Dear, there is seriously much better out there for you... MUCH better... LOADS better. I don't know how BETTER to say it, lol! But, I'm telling you, you just have to picture the glass half full, put yourself out there, be confident about what you've got (you've got a lot, including a good heart, a quick wit, charms and you're gorgeous just to name a few...) despite that this asshole has claimed that you don't have anything to be confident about, because that's 100% BULL SHIT.

*sigh*

I hope the heartache fades soon for your sake, and so you can get out there and find the man of your dreams!