What does it take to get ahead in life?
So, I am back for a few more days, and life could not suck any more. Kita is dying. I was supposed to put her to sleep today, but I can't do it. Hers was the first life I was soley responsibe for and I can not be the one to take it away from her. She is really sick and it makes me so sad to see her that way. She won't eat anything. She is sooooooo skiny. :( And while we were in Tanzania, SOL got a thorn stuck behind his eye and had to have it sergically removed and now i have a $260 vet bill. I had the money for it but because my car payment was so late they took it out of my checking account and now the money for the vet is gone and I don't get paid for another week, and it has been a month since they opperated on SOL. And, my paycheck is only like $100, so I am still screwed. All my creditcard payments are due in like three days and the utilities are due next week too. LIFE/MONEY SUCK A BIG FAT ONE!!!!!!! I am gonna work for my grandapa tomorrow to catch up a little. But there is no work from my dad until the whole computer situation is fixed. WTF! And in like a week and a half I leave again to go to my class for another five days, which means even less time to work. I wish I could be twelve again and only have to worry about how I am gonna earn enough money to buy the Barbie I really want. :/ Val and Michelle disapeared this morning and Val's phone says she is not taking calls. I hope they are not mad at me. That's the last thing in the world I want right now is for my friends to be pissed at me. Although, I don't think I did anything, but I have been known to be wrong. I don't want to go to work today. It is too hot. But I am looking forward to grabbing a drink after work with Sarah Merrell. Kathy invited us to the tavern at breakfast this morning, and we both work till closing at the mall tonight, so it should be fun. By the way, congrats Val on the server thing. That is great! You'll love it. I hope that I get a job at Cucina! Cucina! when I go back to apply. I miss waitressing. Okay, this is a long entry, so I will say TTFN. Or is that STFU? j/k! (Just to let everyone who dosen't know, Ian and my cousin, Scott would not stop saying those things all week, and it was really funny). Talk to ya later!