... there's alot of hurt
So I know I have been updating in my other journal but there's something to be said for public journals ... you kind of have to keep a face on them. Because you never know who is reading them. So basically they aren't as deep.
Anyway, I am totally hurting for people right now. Susan, I hope your Mom is doing ok, I can't even imagine how hard things are right now. I think you are one of the strongest girls I know. I also talked to Hana and she heard from somewhere that Tammy got surgery. I feel bad that stuff with us didn't work out and we never stayed in touch but I really do hope she is doing ok. I think a lot of friends are having a rough time here at school as well. I feel a little disconnected from Allison ... I know she's havin' a rough time with classes. I hope our D-Time isn't putting too much of a strain on her. I don't want her to have any extra work or anything.
A lot of this stuff is out of my control ... in fact all of it is ... but I will be praying for everyone.
Compared with that stuff nothing else really seems important. I guess that's kind of where I am at.
Leadership retreat was great (check out my blog entry if you want to read more about that). I had a pretty humbling experience when Brian McCollister asked us to write down our sins and other things that we know we shouldn't do to realize how much the Lord really forgives us for. I was shocked at all the things that came out about myself when I really thought about it. I'm a pretty rediculous person sometimes. I need to make a conscious effort not to do some of these things.
Umm ... what else would you all want to know since I haven't updated in forever and a day ...
There are no boys in my life right now ... I am temporarily done with boys. Everytime I get optimistic things go sour and then it is just plain awkward. For now I am going to focus on more important things like growing with God and schoolwork.
David is coming to visit me next weekend and I'm pretty excited. I am donating blood on Friday ... and he is coming with me. Yeah, that's kind of all for now.
Anyway, I am totally hurting for people right now. Susan, I hope your Mom is doing ok, I can't even imagine how hard things are right now. I think you are one of the strongest girls I know. I also talked to Hana and she heard from somewhere that Tammy got surgery. I feel bad that stuff with us didn't work out and we never stayed in touch but I really do hope she is doing ok. I think a lot of friends are having a rough time here at school as well. I feel a little disconnected from Allison ... I know she's havin' a rough time with classes. I hope our D-Time isn't putting too much of a strain on her. I don't want her to have any extra work or anything.
A lot of this stuff is out of my control ... in fact all of it is ... but I will be praying for everyone.
Compared with that stuff nothing else really seems important. I guess that's kind of where I am at.
Leadership retreat was great (check out my blog entry if you want to read more about that). I had a pretty humbling experience when Brian McCollister asked us to write down our sins and other things that we know we shouldn't do to realize how much the Lord really forgives us for. I was shocked at all the things that came out about myself when I really thought about it. I'm a pretty rediculous person sometimes. I need to make a conscious effort not to do some of these things.
Umm ... what else would you all want to know since I haven't updated in forever and a day ...
There are no boys in my life right now ... I am temporarily done with boys. Everytime I get optimistic things go sour and then it is just plain awkward. For now I am going to focus on more important things like growing with God and schoolwork.
David is coming to visit me next weekend and I'm pretty excited. I am donating blood on Friday ... and he is coming with me. Yeah, that's kind of all for now.