The afterlife
So it's over.
As a professor told me today (as an encouragementbefore the lecture :P) "This is the scariest thing that'll happen to you".
True so far.
She said she'd rather give lectures a broad or anywhere but here. Not the only one.
It was like waiting for execution. Felt kind of relieved it finally happened. No more waiting.
I will finally be able to sleep properly instead of waking every hour.
I was semi-coherent and people clapped afterward.
I managed to answer questions, even the strange ones from the professor known to notoriously ask really strange questions. My friend's promoter was really glad he wasn't there on her lecture.
So success.
Really made me sleepy.
It's the adrenaline going down.
This is the rest of my brand new life after.
And I feel much better now.
As a professor told me today (as an encouragementbefore the lecture :P) "This is the scariest thing that'll happen to you".
True so far.
She said she'd rather give lectures a broad or anywhere but here. Not the only one.
It was like waiting for execution. Felt kind of relieved it finally happened. No more waiting.
I will finally be able to sleep properly instead of waking every hour.
I was semi-coherent and people clapped afterward.
I managed to answer questions, even the strange ones from the professor known to notoriously ask really strange questions. My friend's promoter was really glad he wasn't there on her lecture.
So success.
Really made me sleepy.
It's the adrenaline going down.
This is the rest of my brand new life after.
And I feel much better now.