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i really need a new job.
like really. ive been working full time all summer so far, and he's paying everyone an extra 8 hours because the 4th of july is on a saturday and guess what he's paying me??!!....NOTHING!!.
I'm fed up with this job. really. i'm depressed because of it. everything pisses me off and i yell at all my friends and family because i'm so irritated. haven't gotten a raise or a bonus in 2 fukcing years! i can work at the mall and make more than i am making here.
im thinking about asking paula if i can live with her for a few months in san francisco. maybe like 3 months. just to get a break from everything. and i can hopefully get the itch i have to live in california out of my system. of course, i would pay half the rent and anything else she would need. then i can come back and find a real job.
i wasn't going to go visit charlie on lunchtime. but now i'm going to. because i need to get out of this place. i might not come back.