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i think i'm going to start writing in this again. like hardcore.
my wisdom teeth are killing me. i never got the top ones taken out. i should though because i lose my benefits (well throught my parents) in september.
i'm probably quitting college. i suck. but it's ridiculous. i have no idea what i want to major in. i have 19 thousand dollars in student loans. that means i would be paying $150 a month for ten years! ten effin years! by the time i would've finished school ,who knows how much i would be paying back? it's not worth it really because who knows if i am going to get a job in the program i majored in?!
unless i get in the x ray program at johnson. then i'm going.
otherwise... it's back to being a full time slave.
it kills me every time i look in my bank account. i have more than enough money in there to move to california right now. just pack up and hit the road if i wanted to. i want to soo bad, it's really all i think about and it hurts my heart when i do.. but i can't leave adam behind. he has to come. which is going to be tricky to convince him.
me and adam got a new kitten. we found a litter of kittens in his basement and unfortunately, we could only keep one. we named him charlie. he is soo freaking small, i love him so much. we have to take him to the vet in 2 weeks to get his first shots. booo.
adams going on tour this weekend. i don't want him to. i'm not going and i'm going to be very lonely. he is my only friend. sad.. but true.
paula is coming home soon!! i cannot wait. i'm supposed to be flying back to san francisco with her in august. i hope everything works out that way.
i'm going to go play the sims. i'm addicted. i stay up into the wee hours of the morning playing it. not a good idea when i have to wake up at 6am.