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So I got another online blog/diary/journal or whatever you wanna call it. Used to have a few of these but it got too personal and I was mentioning too many names and this country is too damn small. So no more names if I can help it .. I'll use something else to refer to people, unless of course it doesn't matter that I mentioned them and they read it.
Well, just got back in from my night jog. It's starting to get too warm but still enjoyable so far .. I love the night. Went down to the park and lay down on my bench for probably one of the last times before the roaches claim it as their own in the summer months. Well, it's not MY bench .. but you know. That place is inspiring. Tried to lose myself on the way back and managed for about 2 minutes. It's getting harder to lose myself. Going the same route everyday is getting boring. Or I'm too easily bored.
At least it calmed me down. Was pretty upset with stalker boy today. God some people don't take a hint! Or maybe I need some bitch in me to tell him to fuck off. I lost count of how many times I've been in this situation in the past year but this one is something else .. at least with the others they gave up on their own. You'd think I have my own custom made t-shirt saying STALK ME in big bold letters on the front.
What is it with me & men anyway. Let's take a sample of 10 random men. 9 will speak to me. 2 of those will be stalkers. 2 of those will ask for a date and take no for an answer. 1 of those will throw in hints but never come out and say anything. God knows what the hell they see in me, but anyway. The other 4 will be aquaintances and throw in small talk now and again. The 1 guy out of the 10 that I would have actually liked to come up and speak to me is the one that didn't. Of course it's my fault for going for shy guys in the first place. Not a good idea for shy girl to go for shy boy .. it's a stalemate.
Oh well ...
This whole week is too damn boring! Missed the mid-week football. Don't know what to do with myself when the season is over. It's gonna be one hell of a long boring summer! But who knows .. hope that whatever I write here over the summer can prove me wrong and that I'll be doing something other than counting the days till mid-August when the new season starts.
I ain't sleepy now. Guess it will be one of my insomniac nights where I'll just watch movies and read till I fall asleep somehow. Can't oversleep tomorrow cause my mother is coming over and she'll want to find me ready. She's coming to pick up the second part of her mother's day gift which she'll choose out herself cause I suck at fashion taste and frankly I'm out of ideas what to give her. Not looking forward to being dragged around clothes stores but just once a year, I'll humour her.
Anyway, now you got an idea of my late night ramblings .. off to choose something to watch.
Well, just got back in from my night jog. It's starting to get too warm but still enjoyable so far .. I love the night. Went down to the park and lay down on my bench for probably one of the last times before the roaches claim it as their own in the summer months. Well, it's not MY bench .. but you know. That place is inspiring. Tried to lose myself on the way back and managed for about 2 minutes. It's getting harder to lose myself. Going the same route everyday is getting boring. Or I'm too easily bored.
At least it calmed me down. Was pretty upset with stalker boy today. God some people don't take a hint! Or maybe I need some bitch in me to tell him to fuck off. I lost count of how many times I've been in this situation in the past year but this one is something else .. at least with the others they gave up on their own. You'd think I have my own custom made t-shirt saying STALK ME in big bold letters on the front.
What is it with me & men anyway. Let's take a sample of 10 random men. 9 will speak to me. 2 of those will be stalkers. 2 of those will ask for a date and take no for an answer. 1 of those will throw in hints but never come out and say anything. God knows what the hell they see in me, but anyway. The other 4 will be aquaintances and throw in small talk now and again. The 1 guy out of the 10 that I would have actually liked to come up and speak to me is the one that didn't. Of course it's my fault for going for shy guys in the first place. Not a good idea for shy girl to go for shy boy .. it's a stalemate.
Oh well ...
This whole week is too damn boring! Missed the mid-week football. Don't know what to do with myself when the season is over. It's gonna be one hell of a long boring summer! But who knows .. hope that whatever I write here over the summer can prove me wrong and that I'll be doing something other than counting the days till mid-August when the new season starts.
I ain't sleepy now. Guess it will be one of my insomniac nights where I'll just watch movies and read till I fall asleep somehow. Can't oversleep tomorrow cause my mother is coming over and she'll want to find me ready. She's coming to pick up the second part of her mother's day gift which she'll choose out herself cause I suck at fashion taste and frankly I'm out of ideas what to give her. Not looking forward to being dragged around clothes stores but just once a year, I'll humour her.
Anyway, now you got an idea of my late night ramblings .. off to choose something to watch.