cold lips and fingertips.

[elledork7]

I have found that through all of my confusion and inconsistency, the only two things that always seem to be magnified in the fog are my migraine and my failures. Today at work I got in trouble for lying about the ages of two of my survey takers. I honestly didn't think that it would make a difference in a music survey, if the person was 30 or 34. It was exceptionally embarrassing to sit in a chair with the limelight shining straight on me, while I listened to my recorded voice assuring the lady on the other end of the phone that her being 4 years over the age limit was no problem at all. For the remainder of the night I was uncomfortable and made sure I kept within the strict age group boundaries, terrified that one small step outside of them would find me shot to the ground, as if in war.

I am entering the battlefield again tomorrow, it should be a hoot.