he is an absolute doll
Thanksgiving was good...random, but good. My grandmother tried to set me up with Tom's son while my cousins sang 'matchmaker, matchmaker' in the background. and we had lumpia and pan sit as part of our thanksgiving meal because my uncle kevin's wife nicky is filipino and a bunch of her family was there. Oh, and the karaoke. Yes, that's right. Come Sail Away, anyone?
"i can feel you all around me, thickening the air i'm breathing"
it's like this crazy itch underneath my skin because i know we're less than 10 minutes away from each other. like i have to see him, have to be around him while i have this chance. it's so pathetic, i know...but what else do i have to take up my time here? My friends cancel plans and i'm stuck here doing homework. and watching antm repeats. And all i can think is, yes, i do want to be on top.
In other news, I want to own land. Not that much land, but an amount. Maybe like 5 acres. My uncle lives out in like Wallace or somewhere near Lockeford and he has this little plot of land with trees and hills and goats. I want something like that - country, but not too country. I won't be milking any cows, but there's something so peaceful about looking around you and seeing that stretch of land that you know belongs to you. i'm really starting to understand this manifest destiny thing.
And from my grandfather, some wise words: Be good to yourself.
You know, I'm trying.
"i can feel you all around me, thickening the air i'm breathing"
it's like this crazy itch underneath my skin because i know we're less than 10 minutes away from each other. like i have to see him, have to be around him while i have this chance. it's so pathetic, i know...but what else do i have to take up my time here? My friends cancel plans and i'm stuck here doing homework. and watching antm repeats. And all i can think is, yes, i do want to be on top.
In other news, I want to own land. Not that much land, but an amount. Maybe like 5 acres. My uncle lives out in like Wallace or somewhere near Lockeford and he has this little plot of land with trees and hills and goats. I want something like that - country, but not too country. I won't be milking any cows, but there's something so peaceful about looking around you and seeing that stretch of land that you know belongs to you. i'm really starting to understand this manifest destiny thing.
And from my grandfather, some wise words: Be good to yourself.
You know, I'm trying.