I Thought I Was Having a Nervous Breakdown, but It Was Just Indegestion
I want to say that a lot has been going on since I last posted something, but there really hasn't been too much really. I'm still broken up with Chris and i'm not sure how I feel about it, but oh well.
There's work drama like always, but i'm glad I've been gone from work for 4 days...I needed it. I think i'm ready to start looking for a new job. Granted, DQ is really kick back, since we have time to have a game where we just trip each other and keep score. I am just tired of getting crap pay for doing as much as I do there. But also I like being in charge there, and I don't know how I would like having to be told what to do again.
So Chris and I have been broken up for almost 3 months now, even though it really hasn't felt that long. I still really miss him which kind of makes me mad because I didn't think i'd feel this way for so long. I text him when we were "camping" in Oakdale, and we got to talking and he let me know that he had moved on. Later on though, he had told me he had moved on because he thought I had and that he had lost faith in us getting back together. I just don't know what I want when it comes to him and I don't think I ever will. Its like, I just want to be with him and be able to hang out with friends after work and maybe even smoke hookah or something like that. Since that probably would never happen, we probably will never get back together. So it just makes me sad to talk/see him now thats why I deleted him off my myspace and deleted all the numbers out of my phone associated with him. I didn't do it out of malice, I just did it because it almost hurts to think about him. Well, maybe a little malice because he had his ex girlfriend on his page and I never really liked that beezee.
I'm glad I came to S.D. for the weekend, the getaway was much needed. I kind of don't want to go back to Turlock yet, but I have to since I work wednesday...blah. I got away from everything that was bothering me and apparently I got away from the desert weather they've been having up there. The only reason I want to go back is because Chewy misses me and now he just stays in the laundry room waiting for me to come back. So my thanks to Nick for letting me live in him room for a few days, I don't think he knows how much I appreciate it.
Word to Your Mother.
There's work drama like always, but i'm glad I've been gone from work for 4 days...I needed it. I think i'm ready to start looking for a new job. Granted, DQ is really kick back, since we have time to have a game where we just trip each other and keep score. I am just tired of getting crap pay for doing as much as I do there. But also I like being in charge there, and I don't know how I would like having to be told what to do again.
So Chris and I have been broken up for almost 3 months now, even though it really hasn't felt that long. I still really miss him which kind of makes me mad because I didn't think i'd feel this way for so long. I text him when we were "camping" in Oakdale, and we got to talking and he let me know that he had moved on. Later on though, he had told me he had moved on because he thought I had and that he had lost faith in us getting back together. I just don't know what I want when it comes to him and I don't think I ever will. Its like, I just want to be with him and be able to hang out with friends after work and maybe even smoke hookah or something like that. Since that probably would never happen, we probably will never get back together. So it just makes me sad to talk/see him now thats why I deleted him off my myspace and deleted all the numbers out of my phone associated with him. I didn't do it out of malice, I just did it because it almost hurts to think about him. Well, maybe a little malice because he had his ex girlfriend on his page and I never really liked that beezee.
I'm glad I came to S.D. for the weekend, the getaway was much needed. I kind of don't want to go back to Turlock yet, but I have to since I work wednesday...blah. I got away from everything that was bothering me and apparently I got away from the desert weather they've been having up there. The only reason I want to go back is because Chewy misses me and now he just stays in the laundry room waiting for me to come back. So my thanks to Nick for letting me live in him room for a few days, I don't think he knows how much I appreciate it.
Word to Your Mother.