god dammit.
Iiiii hate coming home so much. :|
I don't entirely know why aside from the fact that it sends my anxiety through the roof.
It was a really good day, my dad woke me up with potato soup from Panera, my favorite. We went to Best Buy and I got a new stereo and speakers for the Civic because the radio that was installed was all fux'd and wouldn't play CDs. We went over to the mall and got new phones for me, him and my mom (I got the Samsung Impression) and I got a cute new pair of sneakers. We had dinner together and talked and it was really good. I've had kitties to snuggle with all day and night. I don't know. I don't really have anything to complain about the day. About two hours ago I just decided everything sucks, I feel completely inadequate in every way and I don't want to be here anymore. And it makes me feel even more terrible because my parents are so wonderful to me and I stil just hate coming here. This town feels like a black hole sucking my soul in, I wish I could move them down with me.
:|
I don't entirely know why aside from the fact that it sends my anxiety through the roof.
It was a really good day, my dad woke me up with potato soup from Panera, my favorite. We went to Best Buy and I got a new stereo and speakers for the Civic because the radio that was installed was all fux'd and wouldn't play CDs. We went over to the mall and got new phones for me, him and my mom (I got the Samsung Impression) and I got a cute new pair of sneakers. We had dinner together and talked and it was really good. I've had kitties to snuggle with all day and night. I don't know. I don't really have anything to complain about the day. About two hours ago I just decided everything sucks, I feel completely inadequate in every way and I don't want to be here anymore. And it makes me feel even more terrible because my parents are so wonderful to me and I stil just hate coming here. This town feels like a black hole sucking my soul in, I wish I could move them down with me.
:|