Long entry is looooong.
OK well. A lot has happened in a week. It feels like a month has gone by at least. I guess I'll go chronologically, since I can't think of a better way to organize it.
Last Tuesday was the last time I posted. That day Sam, Robby's ex, contacted me in an attempt to make peace. I greeted it with hostility at first, but after a while we got to talking ( Read more... )
Last Tuesday was the last time I posted. That day Sam, Robby's ex, contacted me in an attempt to make peace. I greeted it with hostility at first, but after a while we got to talking ( Read more... )
Honestly, despite all the stress it causes, I have more fun overall with the people I know down here than I have in a long time. For the past two years, I've only really had one or two people I could really feel comfortable hanging out with. I have some very, very good friends that I'll never let go of, but having a group of people is something I've missed very dearly. And in all honestly, the drama really only occurs when we're not hanging out. Sam causes most of it, on purpose or not I can't really tell, but only when we're not all together because she knows her friends won't put up with it in a group setting. It still sucks, but it's been on decline again now. She hasn't spoken to me since I told her Robby and I were getting back together and I know it's probably silly of me to hope for it, but I really would like for us all to just hang out and not have the ridiculous drama behind the scenes. Regardless of her feelings for Rob, it's been 7 months now and I think it's been shown, even to her, that he is not interested in her in any way. She's even admitted to me that she finally believes that she doesn't have a chance with him again, though I guess she's still grieving over it and dealing with jealousy that I have him. I dunno. For the sake of the group, I'm just letting her do whatever she feels she needs to do and maybe our strike at friendship will help her to get over it easier? Life is weird.
AAANNNYYYYHOW. <3 Hopefully I shall be seeing you in person within the next year. :3
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