LOLING FOREVER
SO.
Robby has a crazy ex.
A girl who treated him like shit, dumped him numerous time, told him about how she wanted to sleep with other guys, went so far as to tell him how 'delicious' another mans... *ahem* fluids tasted.
She sent me messages on AIM and a facebook message shortly after we decided to get back together blaming their breakup on me, that I was causing him to run away, that I should "Try to not hate him too much when he realizes hes lieing"(sic) to himself."
The girl has some serious control/manipulation issues and apparently cannot deal with the fact that Robby is no longer under her power.
I came home from Jillian's tonight to these two messages:
"Soo Rob likes fucking you. Your boobs are saggy so he will want to titty fuck you. Be prepared. He arches his back funny. I never liked it."
"that was immature. but ive spent all day trying to fight for rob back. the only reason why he isnt with me, is because of you. so yeah, fuck him well in my stead droopy boobed seamstress. you can't satisfy him like i can. one day... this pain will be over."
I can't even.... what? I seriously can't stop laughing. I read the messages and texts she sends him, he's sent me a bunch of AIM conversations... she's just a total nutcase. She's completely delusional and I guess now it's turning into jealousy? I suppose if she had anything more than mosquito bites she'd realize that real boobs don't sit up at your neck like porn start tits but *shrug* And to quote rob himself: DJYuVi (7:21:34 PM): 1 day of trying hard doesnt equate to 2 years of fucking up
I also just lol at the fact that she seems to think the basis of a relationship should be sex? Thats... that's really not the point of it at all, and really has nothing to do with why we feel the way we do about each other. If it was about the sex, then we would have done it the first night we started talking about getting back together, when he came up to Philly and we were both under the influence of things. But we didn't. We didn't want to cheapen it. Because even though both of us were inhebriated and wanted it, we knew that wasn't the point of it all. It's really almost kind of sad that she doesn't get that. She uses that as a way to keep power over the men in her life. I know for a fact the number of notches on her belt is many, many times my own, and she's almost 3 years younger than me. Also, nothing has even been mentioned about titty-fucking between the two of us? Maybe she just has a fetish...
I dunno. I know I'm being a bit spiteful and immature by posting this, but I guess it bugs me that such a terrible person is trying to pass judgment on me, but I really shouldn't be suprised. She's been spending weeks telling Robby what a weak person he is, and how everything is his fault that they're not together... certainly, it has nothing to do with how she's lied to him and beat his emotions down for the past two years. I've been there for him everytime she's hurt him. I understand why he has a hard time blocking her completely from his life, which is also why I have full faith in him that she's not a threat to us at all.
Plus it's my journal, I can be in immature little twat every now and then if I want to. :|
ANYHOW. Tonight was pizza and beer night with Jillian. Matt-Matt came over too and somehow ended up locking us in her apartment??? What sort of genius designs a house that someone else can lock you in?!?
I made it through class today. I went in a little early to just explain to the teacher why I was unprepared and to tell her my schedule for getting caught up when in the middle she turned around and walked the fuck away from me. Didn't even say anything like 'I don't want to hear your excuses', just walked away without a word. Wat. She knows I'm not a slacker, she was impressed by the fact that I'm hand dyeing all the fabrics for my collection so that all the different fabrics match, and she couldn't even let me explain why I was a little behind on work? :| If I wasn't so delirious from the sleep deprivation, I might have actually been angry.
ANYHOW. HOLY FUCK I'M TIRED. I took a little nap before going to Jillian's today, but I didn't want to sleep all night because it's been a while since I got to hang out with her. I'm two weeks behind on 24 and Heroes and a week and a half behind on The Daily Show and The Colbert Report. I've been so busy lately I haven't needed to watch shows to fall asleep! Which I guess is nice, but FUCK JACK BAUER, WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR WORLD. I have about 10 hours before I need to leave for my internship in the morning, so I'll probably catch one or two episodes before I crash tonight.
Tomorrow night is coloring, scanning pictures and making a nice long post of Katsu, pictures and drawings. <3
ALSO I FORGOT TO GIVE EVERYONE AT KATSU THE VALENTINES I BROUGHT, I AM SUCH A TARD.
EDIT: My response to the facebook messages. I'll post it here if she responds with anything lulzy, but after that I'm just done with it. She's a broken record and everything she tells me is just stuff she's said to him a dozen times already. :|
Wow. I can't even. loling forever, seriously. Keep sending him the novels, it's like 'Story Time With Sam' every time you send him shit. Of course people reminisce about the good times in the past, but the few good moments can never make up for all the pain you've put him through during the past two years. There's really no point in you messaging me, nothing you can possibly say would cause me to run away from or doubt him. You confuse devotion and love for weakness. Nothing you've felt towards him was devotion, just a desire to control him because you never really could. I do feel sorry for you Sam and you shouldn't continue to drag yourself through this. You fucked up. It's over. Accept it and move on, because you're only hurting yourself by doing the things you're doing.
"Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures"
I really do hope you find happiness one day, and that you can learn what devotion and giving yourself to someone really means, because everyone deserves to feel that in their life, no matter how terribly they've treated people in the past. Good luck in the future, Sam. I won't give you the satisfaction of responding to anymore of your messages after this.
EDIT AGAIN:
You shouldnt have even responded in the first place. And I will keep sending him msgs. Because while I have fucked up, I do know what it means to be devoted. I will find my happiness, even if it means tearing away yours.
Note how she has absolutely no regard for what makes him happy. She's devoted to her own need for control, not to the wellbeing of another person. :| How do people get so fucked up?
Aaaand we're done. Sleepy time.
Robby has a crazy ex.
A girl who treated him like shit, dumped him numerous time, told him about how she wanted to sleep with other guys, went so far as to tell him how 'delicious' another mans... *ahem* fluids tasted.
She sent me messages on AIM and a facebook message shortly after we decided to get back together blaming their breakup on me, that I was causing him to run away, that I should "Try to not hate him too much when he realizes hes lieing"(sic) to himself."
The girl has some serious control/manipulation issues and apparently cannot deal with the fact that Robby is no longer under her power.
I came home from Jillian's tonight to these two messages:
"Soo Rob likes fucking you. Your boobs are saggy so he will want to titty fuck you. Be prepared. He arches his back funny. I never liked it."
"that was immature. but ive spent all day trying to fight for rob back. the only reason why he isnt with me, is because of you. so yeah, fuck him well in my stead droopy boobed seamstress. you can't satisfy him like i can. one day... this pain will be over."
I can't even.... what? I seriously can't stop laughing. I read the messages and texts she sends him, he's sent me a bunch of AIM conversations... she's just a total nutcase. She's completely delusional and I guess now it's turning into jealousy? I suppose if she had anything more than mosquito bites she'd realize that real boobs don't sit up at your neck like porn start tits but *shrug* And to quote rob himself: DJYuVi (7:21:34 PM): 1 day of trying hard doesnt equate to 2 years of fucking up
I also just lol at the fact that she seems to think the basis of a relationship should be sex? Thats... that's really not the point of it at all, and really has nothing to do with why we feel the way we do about each other. If it was about the sex, then we would have done it the first night we started talking about getting back together, when he came up to Philly and we were both under the influence of things. But we didn't. We didn't want to cheapen it. Because even though both of us were inhebriated and wanted it, we knew that wasn't the point of it all. It's really almost kind of sad that she doesn't get that. She uses that as a way to keep power over the men in her life. I know for a fact the number of notches on her belt is many, many times my own, and she's almost 3 years younger than me. Also, nothing has even been mentioned about titty-fucking between the two of us? Maybe she just has a fetish...
I dunno. I know I'm being a bit spiteful and immature by posting this, but I guess it bugs me that such a terrible person is trying to pass judgment on me, but I really shouldn't be suprised. She's been spending weeks telling Robby what a weak person he is, and how everything is his fault that they're not together... certainly, it has nothing to do with how she's lied to him and beat his emotions down for the past two years. I've been there for him everytime she's hurt him. I understand why he has a hard time blocking her completely from his life, which is also why I have full faith in him that she's not a threat to us at all.
Plus it's my journal, I can be in immature little twat every now and then if I want to. :|
ANYHOW. Tonight was pizza and beer night with Jillian. Matt-Matt came over too and somehow ended up locking us in her apartment??? What sort of genius designs a house that someone else can lock you in?!?
I made it through class today. I went in a little early to just explain to the teacher why I was unprepared and to tell her my schedule for getting caught up when in the middle she turned around and walked the fuck away from me. Didn't even say anything like 'I don't want to hear your excuses', just walked away without a word. Wat. She knows I'm not a slacker, she was impressed by the fact that I'm hand dyeing all the fabrics for my collection so that all the different fabrics match, and she couldn't even let me explain why I was a little behind on work? :| If I wasn't so delirious from the sleep deprivation, I might have actually been angry.
ANYHOW. HOLY FUCK I'M TIRED. I took a little nap before going to Jillian's today, but I didn't want to sleep all night because it's been a while since I got to hang out with her. I'm two weeks behind on 24 and Heroes and a week and a half behind on The Daily Show and The Colbert Report. I've been so busy lately I haven't needed to watch shows to fall asleep! Which I guess is nice, but FUCK JACK BAUER, WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR WORLD. I have about 10 hours before I need to leave for my internship in the morning, so I'll probably catch one or two episodes before I crash tonight.
Tomorrow night is coloring, scanning pictures and making a nice long post of Katsu, pictures and drawings. <3
ALSO I FORGOT TO GIVE EVERYONE AT KATSU THE VALENTINES I BROUGHT, I AM SUCH A TARD.
EDIT: My response to the facebook messages. I'll post it here if she responds with anything lulzy, but after that I'm just done with it. She's a broken record and everything she tells me is just stuff she's said to him a dozen times already. :|
Wow. I can't even. loling forever, seriously. Keep sending him the novels, it's like 'Story Time With Sam' every time you send him shit. Of course people reminisce about the good times in the past, but the few good moments can never make up for all the pain you've put him through during the past two years. There's really no point in you messaging me, nothing you can possibly say would cause me to run away from or doubt him. You confuse devotion and love for weakness. Nothing you've felt towards him was devotion, just a desire to control him because you never really could. I do feel sorry for you Sam and you shouldn't continue to drag yourself through this. You fucked up. It's over. Accept it and move on, because you're only hurting yourself by doing the things you're doing.
"Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures"
I really do hope you find happiness one day, and that you can learn what devotion and giving yourself to someone really means, because everyone deserves to feel that in their life, no matter how terribly they've treated people in the past. Good luck in the future, Sam. I won't give you the satisfaction of responding to anymore of your messages after this.
EDIT AGAIN:
You shouldnt have even responded in the first place. And I will keep sending him msgs. Because while I have fucked up, I do know what it means to be devoted. I will find my happiness, even if it means tearing away yours.
Note how she has absolutely no regard for what makes him happy. She's devoted to her own need for control, not to the wellbeing of another person. :| How do people get so fucked up?
Aaaand we're done. Sleepy time.