old mix CDs
ah, sometimes I find old notebooks or notes or things from the past, and sometimes I dig through all my CDs (haha, remember back when if you wanted to listen to mp3s you had to burn them to a CD that only held like 18 songs? yeahhh, or like...mp2s man, I have some of those somewhere) and I find CDs from the past which are sometimes almost as twisty memory inducing as the written stuff.
and they have this nasty habit of not having any song titles or info. Like the first song on this CD was a Creed song that I can look up the title for easily (or will remember shortly) and the next was Suil A Ruin from Lord of the Dance but this one is an instrumental track....and it's a movie theme....POSSIBLY from Dragonheart, which, if I am right, I can check at some point. But what if I am wrong? LOL. And now "Uninvited" by Alanis Morrisette. But I have had some crazy random music over the years and someday (sommmmmeeeeeedayyyyyy) I'll go through and catalogue as much of it as possible.
My lap tap is not a fan of audio CDs. Movie DVDs? sure. Games? fine. audio CDs? it whines and complains and sometimes refuses.
and here's a song that is in Gaelic so...I may never know. I THINK its a capercailie or one of the big (1998-2002 era) female singers. I think.
but then there's stuff like this song, which, thankfully if you lyric search you can actually find now (not in th epast) but I knew the title anyway, but I got it from a Star Wars fan film. Yes. Back when I used to watch STAR WARS FAN FILMS. This was a big one though, it even had this song as its ending theme.
HAHA. Dido, Roswell theme. There's something in this song, despite that I've listened to it since it came out originally, that just takes me back in a tiny way, this feeling of almost touching the almost, of almost touching the past. Its a sickly sad, nostaglic feeling like looking through a window that's all fogged up and you cannot see anything out of. You don't know what's on the other side, but you know it was once important to you.
MONONOKE HIME SOUNDTRACK.
I don't think I've watched that movie since...2005. I think I watched it with Josh last, actually. Though he's not the reason I haven't watched it since. I don't watch it anyone more because before I watched it with Josh, I watched it with a certain someone, and we both liked it. There are a lot of things like that, the things we shared in the good times that I don't want to touch anymore. But that's WEIRD because some of the other things, like Mulan, I am able to watch again, and they don't even make me think of that person. Though I think Mononoke Hime is more difficult since it was about the only anime my Da could stand.
Josh is almost never the reason I don't listen to/watch things. Which is when we come to the conclusions the relationships in my life never make any sense. Except Alyce, from my side of it, anyway.
Eifle 65. I....I just am not going to say anything, execpt that whenever I hear Efile 65 my first thought is always of Dragonlance, which may be one of the weirdest associations ever, but its what I was listening to when I was reading those. The second thing I think of is Angel, it was her CD I copied.
HAHA. 48 seconds of "The World is Not Enough" by Garbage. That was the glitchy one.
Theme from Love Story, never seen the movie mind, but my parents had this metal musical sculpture of a carosell that played it, and it was so haunting and memorizing and I've never really recovered from it, LOL. Things that change you are supposed to be life events, not random music you hear when you are like 4. But that's the power of music. It got in me and carved this hole, and usually holes are from loss and grief and stuff, not this one, I have a hole from music. Never goes away or gets better and always hurts when I hear the song. But I still listen to the song...
VANGELIS. OMG. PULSAR BY VANGELIS. *completely freaks out* this. song. is. FANTASTIC.
wow....that's a first....usually when I get all weepy about the certain someone, it's because I miss him...I mean for a long time I was weepy about him all the time for like...every reason imaginable, but particularly since the abstract 3 year mark, its been almost not happening expect in tiny intense moments that's like BAM...oh, nvm. This is different. I do not believe I ever sent him this song, and I think he would have appriciated it. Its not like when I saw new things and was like I can't wait to...oh, can't. This is....I could have done this, I had the song, I had YEARS, and....I never thought to. And its not a big deal, really, but while TV and movies and books tell me people feel like there were lost moments all the time...I don't usually have them.
OOOOH my Titan AE songs. I had hoped they were on this CD. That movie was awesome, yo. \m/
I always thought they couldn't have done ANY BETTER setting up Cale's character than with this song.
ah now this song is from Braveheart and I knew in the first like three notes. LOL. oh James Horner. I hate him and yet love him. He's done some of the most moving and recognizable soundtracks but if you listen you can here the themes to the rest of them in there.
AND IT ALL ENDS WITH RHYTHEM EMOTION....but the english version, LOL. ah well. to do this day I cannot pronounce like they do.
Two Mix = proof of how obsessed with Gundam Wing I was. Though the web page and collection of pictures and fanfiction and....well it all atests to a number of things.
and they have this nasty habit of not having any song titles or info. Like the first song on this CD was a Creed song that I can look up the title for easily (or will remember shortly) and the next was Suil A Ruin from Lord of the Dance but this one is an instrumental track....and it's a movie theme....POSSIBLY from Dragonheart, which, if I am right, I can check at some point. But what if I am wrong? LOL. And now "Uninvited" by Alanis Morrisette. But I have had some crazy random music over the years and someday (sommmmmeeeeeedayyyyyy) I'll go through and catalogue as much of it as possible.
My lap tap is not a fan of audio CDs. Movie DVDs? sure. Games? fine. audio CDs? it whines and complains and sometimes refuses.
and here's a song that is in Gaelic so...I may never know. I THINK its a capercailie or one of the big (1998-2002 era) female singers. I think.
but then there's stuff like this song, which, thankfully if you lyric search you can actually find now (not in th epast) but I knew the title anyway, but I got it from a Star Wars fan film. Yes. Back when I used to watch STAR WARS FAN FILMS. This was a big one though, it even had this song as its ending theme.
HAHA. Dido, Roswell theme. There's something in this song, despite that I've listened to it since it came out originally, that just takes me back in a tiny way, this feeling of almost touching the almost, of almost touching the past. Its a sickly sad, nostaglic feeling like looking through a window that's all fogged up and you cannot see anything out of. You don't know what's on the other side, but you know it was once important to you.
MONONOKE HIME SOUNDTRACK.
I don't think I've watched that movie since...2005. I think I watched it with Josh last, actually. Though he's not the reason I haven't watched it since. I don't watch it anyone more because before I watched it with Josh, I watched it with a certain someone, and we both liked it. There are a lot of things like that, the things we shared in the good times that I don't want to touch anymore. But that's WEIRD because some of the other things, like Mulan, I am able to watch again, and they don't even make me think of that person. Though I think Mononoke Hime is more difficult since it was about the only anime my Da could stand.
Josh is almost never the reason I don't listen to/watch things. Which is when we come to the conclusions the relationships in my life never make any sense. Except Alyce, from my side of it, anyway.
Eifle 65. I....I just am not going to say anything, execpt that whenever I hear Efile 65 my first thought is always of Dragonlance, which may be one of the weirdest associations ever, but its what I was listening to when I was reading those. The second thing I think of is Angel, it was her CD I copied.
HAHA. 48 seconds of "The World is Not Enough" by Garbage. That was the glitchy one.
Theme from Love Story, never seen the movie mind, but my parents had this metal musical sculpture of a carosell that played it, and it was so haunting and memorizing and I've never really recovered from it, LOL. Things that change you are supposed to be life events, not random music you hear when you are like 4. But that's the power of music. It got in me and carved this hole, and usually holes are from loss and grief and stuff, not this one, I have a hole from music. Never goes away or gets better and always hurts when I hear the song. But I still listen to the song...
VANGELIS. OMG. PULSAR BY VANGELIS. *completely freaks out* this. song. is. FANTASTIC.
wow....that's a first....usually when I get all weepy about the certain someone, it's because I miss him...I mean for a long time I was weepy about him all the time for like...every reason imaginable, but particularly since the abstract 3 year mark, its been almost not happening expect in tiny intense moments that's like BAM...oh, nvm. This is different. I do not believe I ever sent him this song, and I think he would have appriciated it. Its not like when I saw new things and was like I can't wait to...oh, can't. This is....I could have done this, I had the song, I had YEARS, and....I never thought to. And its not a big deal, really, but while TV and movies and books tell me people feel like there were lost moments all the time...I don't usually have them.
OOOOH my Titan AE songs. I had hoped they were on this CD. That movie was awesome, yo. \m/
I always thought they couldn't have done ANY BETTER setting up Cale's character than with this song.
ah now this song is from Braveheart and I knew in the first like three notes. LOL. oh James Horner. I hate him and yet love him. He's done some of the most moving and recognizable soundtracks but if you listen you can here the themes to the rest of them in there.
AND IT ALL ENDS WITH RHYTHEM EMOTION....but the english version, LOL. ah well. to do this day I cannot pronounce like they do.
Two Mix = proof of how obsessed with Gundam Wing I was. Though the web page and collection of pictures and fanfiction and....well it all atests to a number of things.