May 25, 2006 23:51
Silence......
Sometimes it's all I ask for and need the most, but just can't find. And than the times when silence is the last thing that should be keeping me company, it's what won't leave my side.
There are no explanations as to why someone has everything they need materially and others lack the bare necessities. Why some people grow old never needing to visit a doctor for anything remotely serious, living a life full of all the thrills they can afford; while someone else never knows the freedom of playing in the rain, walking in the snow or racing against the wind. And likewise there is nothing that tells us why some live a life filled with family and friends that love them and show them their happiness that that person is simply alive and apart of their life, while others have no one, but themselves to talk, laugh and cry with.
Today alloted me a good deal of time to think and while I was out walking around I passed many things, conversations, and snapshots that had my mind wondering. I wish I had more answers for some of the questions that plague me daily, especially when I'm home.