This sucks:(
I just want things to go back...
This sucks so much. So I went to the game and stuff...that was fun. Spent a bunch of time. Then i went to the dance...I thought it was gonna be girls night but everyone danced with guys...well Justin didn't come so his friend Kyle was just standing there so I was like hey instead of just standing here...why don't we dance sence we are at a dance. Well, biggest mistake of my life. I guess like 4 of Justin's friends called him and told him that me and Kyle liked eachother. Well...WE DON"T! at all. Not at all. But Justin doesn't believe that. So he's all mad at me and stuff and it sucks so bad. He won't even really talk to me. And I'm sitting here watching my best friend with her boyfriend all happy and stuff and I'm happy for her but then again it hurts because I know right now me and Justin couldn't do that. I've been crying almost all day. I hate being in a fight with Justin. The person I love more then anything in the world. This is seriously the worst feeling in the world. I just wish it would all stop and I didn't go to that stupid dance. I hope things go back to where they were before with Justin but I don't know if that can happen. I hate myself for this. I feel like scum. I wish I wasn't so stupid sometimes...:( guess I can't help it. I'm gonna try all I can to make this right. I'll do anything and everything to get him back. I'm crying again...I'm gonna go.
I love you so much Justin. Always and forever I love you...and I just wish you can say the same to me<3
...to the way they used to be
This sucks so much. So I went to the game and stuff...that was fun. Spent a bunch of time. Then i went to the dance...I thought it was gonna be girls night but everyone danced with guys...well Justin didn't come so his friend Kyle was just standing there so I was like hey instead of just standing here...why don't we dance sence we are at a dance. Well, biggest mistake of my life. I guess like 4 of Justin's friends called him and told him that me and Kyle liked eachother. Well...WE DON"T! at all. Not at all. But Justin doesn't believe that. So he's all mad at me and stuff and it sucks so bad. He won't even really talk to me. And I'm sitting here watching my best friend with her boyfriend all happy and stuff and I'm happy for her but then again it hurts because I know right now me and Justin couldn't do that. I've been crying almost all day. I hate being in a fight with Justin. The person I love more then anything in the world. This is seriously the worst feeling in the world. I just wish it would all stop and I didn't go to that stupid dance. I hope things go back to where they were before with Justin but I don't know if that can happen. I hate myself for this. I feel like scum. I wish I wasn't so stupid sometimes...:( guess I can't help it. I'm gonna try all I can to make this right. I'll do anything and everything to get him back. I'm crying again...I'm gonna go.
I love you so much Justin. Always and forever I love you...and I just wish you can say the same to me<3
...to the way they used to be