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bed never feels as soft and awesome as in the morning, when you have to get out of it.
I'm so tired!
i want it to be october, i want to see Jon. our breakup lasted about 3 days. that was such a terrible idea. its funny how we felt the same degree of destitution but reacted as opposites, i slept for hours like a hibernating bear, he stayed up nights and didnt eat anything. I guess we cant just turn off everything simply so that we dont have to deal with how much it hurts to be apart. I am being blunt and non-poetic about this because i am angry that i cant be with him all the time, but so thankful that we have eachother. I am lucky lucky lucky to have someone who loves me the way that he does, i felt so empty without having that, even though i know i was never really without it.
oh well. two years, and then england.
and only one month until october.
i miss stevie! come back to school stevie! oh goodness, right now i just miss everyone. and alex. i want superpowers.
shut up shut up mr. dodrill.
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I'm so tired!
i want it to be october, i want to see Jon. our breakup lasted about 3 days. that was such a terrible idea. its funny how we felt the same degree of destitution but reacted as opposites, i slept for hours like a hibernating bear, he stayed up nights and didnt eat anything. I guess we cant just turn off everything simply so that we dont have to deal with how much it hurts to be apart. I am being blunt and non-poetic about this because i am angry that i cant be with him all the time, but so thankful that we have eachother. I am lucky lucky lucky to have someone who loves me the way that he does, i felt so empty without having that, even though i know i was never really without it.
oh well. two years, and then england.
and only one month until october.
i miss stevie! come back to school stevie! oh goodness, right now i just miss everyone. and alex. i want superpowers.
shut up shut up mr. dodrill.
.