friends that suck....

[elizabethfaye09]

i have great friends but they suck. a lot. except for a couple (sometimes.) i'm not a "popular" person or a "pretty girl" or a girl that likes to go out and have sex with a guy and get drunk all the time. but some people i've known since seventh grade that claim we're friends ditch me for people like that. me and those friends went out to a movie and dinner three weeks ago but they haven't talked to me since. they're either out of town with those type of people or they're at the lake with those type of people. because i'm not that "type" of girl/person, they don't see fit to talk to me whenever i try to get in touch with them. i get ignored and it pisses me off but then my mom goes and says that no one wants to hang out with me 'cause i have an attitude and i'm just "hateful" and no one wants to be around me. thanks for the self-esteem boost mother! really needed it! i never try to explain 'cause i'll just get shot down and no one will take my side. i'm so tired of having friends that suck. when those "type" of people aren't around, yeah they're all fine and dandy with talking to me. but when even one of those people come around, i get ignored. even someone that's been my best friend since pre-school ditches me for people like that. yeah, okay they're all friends and what not, but it isn't cool to just ditch me and hardly ever talk to me or hang out with me 'cause i'm not friends with those people or like those people.

FUCKING EXCUSE ME FOR NOT BEING A SLUT OR A DRINKER OR A PARTIER OR A DRUG-DOER!

i guess i'll just go throw my life away to drugs and alcohol and sex so they'll notice me.

psh. i could probably have move to australia and stay there for a year before they even noticed. bitches.

my rant is over.