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Last night I went to Applebees with Denise, Diana, Doug, Vanessa, Gabi, and Anthony. And Nicole came by after she left the gym. We had a packed table for half priced apps. Which the food was ok, I ate a lot which I believe means I might be getting my period soon since I tend to be bottomless with food right before hand. I'm going to try going to the gym tonight after I get out of work. I'm trying to get back into it. I want to try to go everyday and work out a schedule where I work different things every other day so I don't overdo it.
Plus I generally feel better when I go to the gym and even though I haven't been there in at least a month my nails are still noticeably more healthy then they ever were before I started going. I brought with me make up in case for whatever reason I didn't go to the gym tonight but I'm not letting myself back out of this. I need to drop about 40 pounds if I want to have a chance at the Court Officer job which I'm excited for still but after months of nothing (which I expected) I'm losing my enthusiasm. But I'm not letting that ground me at Carvel, yesterday I messaged Danny about TFCU which is the bank he works at but for reasons I don't want to get into I don't know if he'll message me back at all so I sent in my resume anyway. Also I called Dad today to see if he passed on my resume at work yet and he did that very day so that was cool. I guess because Dad works there I would prefer Citibank and also because Danny is at TFCU I'd prefer Citibank but mostly I want a job that I can dress up to go to.
When we went to dinner the other night Dana, Denise, and I there was a 45 minute wait so we went to look around Dots and I wasn't expecting much because I thought it was exclusively a skinny girl store but I was pleasantly surprised and they have so many cute things there. Also some of their jewelery is similar to stuff you'd see at Clair's or Icing but at a reasonable price. Much more what its worth than the over priced crap they sell at the mall. I ended up buying a 5$ heart necklace that has a rainbow effect to it. I haven't worn it yet though mostly because I keep forgetting that I have it at all.
And speaking of new jobs, the girl I work with in Holbrook, Lil' Megan went to and applied at Victoria's Secret today and was hired today. She left me as a reference and I was called and gave her a good (better than she actually deserves) reference. I mean what I said was essentially true but Megan can be a bitch sometimes but honestly has no idea she's giving off that impression. I've never even noticed it but apparently Tony has tried to say something to her about it before (though he's very poor at explaining himself and goes on for far too long to try and get his point across) and apparently she was fired from her more recent job for having an attitude problem.
I guess if I were just ok with any job like she was I could do the same, instead of my ideals of how I want full time hours and health benefits. I selfishly want to be able to support myself and have the luxury of going to the doctor if need be.
In other news I'll be 25 in a mere 17 days. Weird. I have to call Uncle Pat about the terminals on my car battery before I go up to see Kelly in February. I should also inform Dan Ping and Tony of my need to get the 7th off so I won't have to rush back sleepy and hungover. Ideally I would also like to have the Friday beforehand off but I don't want to eliminate so many hours from my work schedule. I'm already pretty excited about going up and mentally packing what I'll bring. And it doesn't matter if I can't find my phone charger because my phone and Kel's phone fit into Mom's charger because they're all Samsung so if I need it, mine should fit into her charger. I do wish however that I could find my freaking camera charger. I left it in Mom's room when she went upstate for Thanksgiving and she remembers seeing it but doesn't know what happened to it. Its fucking annoying as hell.
At least for NYE Jess was able to give me a battery (we traded) because our cameras are the same brand and use the same battery and she had an extra one. I went through all my pictures on Facebook and combined albums now that you can hold 200 pictures instead of 60 in any album and that plus deleting a few from almost every album which were usually repeats of one image because I overdo it with my camera almost every time and managed to get from 17 pages of albums to only 7. It is that ridiculous.
Weird: I thought Tony just called and it wasn't him, it was someone who sounded JUST like him and looking for him. It was ridiculous. Also my heart dropped a little when I thought it was him because I thought he was finally calling (even though its really late now) to say he'd be later than 6pm.
So I'm going to try actually fully cleaning my room and looking around for it and when I don't find it there, I'll be poking around Mom's room and Conor's room for it. Conor takes the weirdest stuff and claims it as his own... until you call him out on it. At that point he has no idea how it got there.
I'm going to wrap it up because I should be leaving soon and I had something else to say but I totally lost it.
Plus I generally feel better when I go to the gym and even though I haven't been there in at least a month my nails are still noticeably more healthy then they ever were before I started going. I brought with me make up in case for whatever reason I didn't go to the gym tonight but I'm not letting myself back out of this. I need to drop about 40 pounds if I want to have a chance at the Court Officer job which I'm excited for still but after months of nothing (which I expected) I'm losing my enthusiasm. But I'm not letting that ground me at Carvel, yesterday I messaged Danny about TFCU which is the bank he works at but for reasons I don't want to get into I don't know if he'll message me back at all so I sent in my resume anyway. Also I called Dad today to see if he passed on my resume at work yet and he did that very day so that was cool. I guess because Dad works there I would prefer Citibank and also because Danny is at TFCU I'd prefer Citibank but mostly I want a job that I can dress up to go to.
When we went to dinner the other night Dana, Denise, and I there was a 45 minute wait so we went to look around Dots and I wasn't expecting much because I thought it was exclusively a skinny girl store but I was pleasantly surprised and they have so many cute things there. Also some of their jewelery is similar to stuff you'd see at Clair's or Icing but at a reasonable price. Much more what its worth than the over priced crap they sell at the mall. I ended up buying a 5$ heart necklace that has a rainbow effect to it. I haven't worn it yet though mostly because I keep forgetting that I have it at all.
And speaking of new jobs, the girl I work with in Holbrook, Lil' Megan went to and applied at Victoria's Secret today and was hired today. She left me as a reference and I was called and gave her a good (better than she actually deserves) reference. I mean what I said was essentially true but Megan can be a bitch sometimes but honestly has no idea she's giving off that impression. I've never even noticed it but apparently Tony has tried to say something to her about it before (though he's very poor at explaining himself and goes on for far too long to try and get his point across) and apparently she was fired from her more recent job for having an attitude problem.
I guess if I were just ok with any job like she was I could do the same, instead of my ideals of how I want full time hours and health benefits. I selfishly want to be able to support myself and have the luxury of going to the doctor if need be.
In other news I'll be 25 in a mere 17 days. Weird. I have to call Uncle Pat about the terminals on my car battery before I go up to see Kelly in February. I should also inform Dan Ping and Tony of my need to get the 7th off so I won't have to rush back sleepy and hungover. Ideally I would also like to have the Friday beforehand off but I don't want to eliminate so many hours from my work schedule. I'm already pretty excited about going up and mentally packing what I'll bring. And it doesn't matter if I can't find my phone charger because my phone and Kel's phone fit into Mom's charger because they're all Samsung so if I need it, mine should fit into her charger. I do wish however that I could find my freaking camera charger. I left it in Mom's room when she went upstate for Thanksgiving and she remembers seeing it but doesn't know what happened to it. Its fucking annoying as hell.
At least for NYE Jess was able to give me a battery (we traded) because our cameras are the same brand and use the same battery and she had an extra one. I went through all my pictures on Facebook and combined albums now that you can hold 200 pictures instead of 60 in any album and that plus deleting a few from almost every album which were usually repeats of one image because I overdo it with my camera almost every time and managed to get from 17 pages of albums to only 7. It is that ridiculous.
Weird: I thought Tony just called and it wasn't him, it was someone who sounded JUST like him and looking for him. It was ridiculous. Also my heart dropped a little when I thought it was him because I thought he was finally calling (even though its really late now) to say he'd be later than 6pm.
So I'm going to try actually fully cleaning my room and looking around for it and when I don't find it there, I'll be poking around Mom's room and Conor's room for it. Conor takes the weirdest stuff and claims it as his own... until you call him out on it. At that point he has no idea how it got there.
I'm going to wrap it up because I should be leaving soon and I had something else to say but I totally lost it.