Meh.. wow.
I let myself go....
and it's so hard to get myself back together.
I am worried that what I think my problems are, are actually a even bigger problem in a different way. Only like 5 people know my worries.
Only time will tell... and if that problem isn't the real issue... then...
my self loathing has reached a complete new level.
Mike loves me and I take great comfort in that.
I love me, but physically I am repulsed by myself.
It's seems like pretty people are always so much happier, or at least they hide it better.
Lord, help me.
and it's so hard to get myself back together.
I am worried that what I think my problems are, are actually a even bigger problem in a different way. Only like 5 people know my worries.
Only time will tell... and if that problem isn't the real issue... then...
my self loathing has reached a complete new level.
Mike loves me and I take great comfort in that.
I love me, but physically I am repulsed by myself.
It's seems like pretty people are always so much happier, or at least they hide it better.
Lord, help me.