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i call your voice threatened. because when

you say his name it sounds like it's ready to

crawl back into your throat incase of a mis

take. and i don't understand how you phrase

yourselves. but it's not love. it's marriage.

and it's been a long time. the seconds before

that happens, take a breath. that feeling of

liveness pulls you under till it's only warmth.

until it isn't just being young again. you make

me sad.