There will be an asnwer, let it be, let it be.
So once again i've put myself in the way of disappointment...but...Its not so bad. I dunno, i have this vague feeling of acceptance. i guess i knew all along that i was heading towards a letdown, so i didnt get my hopes up as hih as i normally would. Its just odd. I've been waiting for this feeling of acceptance to settle in for the longest time, and now it's finally here, when i least expect it. *shrugs* no matter, suppose i'll make the best of it. Gabe invited me to some kind of get together on wed night. i guess him and this girl are going on a date, but in an effort to make it less "scary," They've each invited a few friends. Maybe i can make something happen out of that. At the very least, i can show off my singing voice (since we're all going to Karaoke at Martini's) *waggles eybrows*. Of all the weird things to feel.....i'm actually pretty cheerful right now. i guess i'm gonna go help my mom do some painting now, so time to change into ratty clothes.