On Canceling Plans and Burnout
So, you guys remember that field school thing I mentioned last time? And how I sounded excited?
Yeah, well, I was lying.
I was just dreading it. I really didn't want to go, but I felt like I should want to go.
After talking to my mom, I have come to the conclusion that I am just too burnt out. So I'm staying at home.
I know it's silly, but I still kind of need to mentally recover from the whole Senior Honors Thesis thing. And I'm worried if I go to the field school, then go to Lawrence, then help with my sister's play, then...you get my point, I'll just stay burnt out.
And I need to be back up to speed for Chicago. Grad school is a whole lot more important than this.
I feel like a Fail!Archaeologist, but I. Just. Can't. Do. This. Right. Now.
There will be other opportunities, but I'm not going to lie and say I'm not a bit angry at myself.
Oh, well. You guys still love me, even if I am a Fail!Archaeologist, right?
Yeah, well, I was lying.
I was just dreading it. I really didn't want to go, but I felt like I should want to go.
After talking to my mom, I have come to the conclusion that I am just too burnt out. So I'm staying at home.
I know it's silly, but I still kind of need to mentally recover from the whole Senior Honors Thesis thing. And I'm worried if I go to the field school, then go to Lawrence, then help with my sister's play, then...you get my point, I'll just stay burnt out.
And I need to be back up to speed for Chicago. Grad school is a whole lot more important than this.
I feel like a Fail!Archaeologist, but I. Just. Can't. Do. This. Right. Now.
There will be other opportunities, but I'm not going to lie and say I'm not a bit angry at myself.
Oh, well. You guys still love me, even if I am a Fail!Archaeologist, right?