-years ago i was anerexic and weighed 110-115 -now i cant stop eating and i weigh 165-170 -i am fat... i have this UGLY birthmark, i trised killing myself once - i have had sex with 8 guys ( and i was raped by one of those... and one of the others one i said no to.. but i kinda wanted to) - i am insanely jealous of EVERY girl my b/f talks to , because all my exes have cheated on me... i dont trust him -infact i trust no one -i work 40-45 hours a week and i have yet started college -i miss NC
though i am utterly misserable i am happy to . i jump back and forth, maybe its the birth control pills but ughsdkjghafsdkbjh
yup... -sigh- im not the first he broke up with for no reason he is very concerned with his image and feeling liked/loved by everyone the more girls ...the more people that means like him its a psychological thing he just doesnt realize what he lost
-now i cant stop eating and i weigh 165-170
-i am fat... i have this UGLY birthmark, i trised killing myself once
- i have had sex with 8 guys ( and i was raped by one of those... and one of the others one i said no to.. but i kinda wanted to)
- i am insanely jealous of EVERY girl my b/f talks to , because all my exes have cheated on me... i dont trust him
-infact i trust no one
-i work 40-45 hours a week and i have yet started college
-i miss NC
though i am utterly misserable i am happy to . i jump back and forth, maybe its the birth control pills but ughsdkjghafsdkbjh
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-sigh-
im not the first he broke up with for no reason
he is very concerned with his image
and feeling liked/loved by everyone
the more girls ...the more people that means like him
its a psychological thing
he just doesnt realize what he lost
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