-years ago i was anerexic and weighed 110-115 -now i cant stop eating and i weigh 165-170 -i am fat... i have this UGLY birthmark, i trised killing myself once - i have had sex with 8 guys ( and i was raped by one of those... and one of the others one i said no to.. but i kinda wanted to) - i am insanely jealous of EVERY girl my b/f talks to , because all my exes have cheated on me... i dont trust him -infact i trust no one -i work 40-45 hours a week and i have yet started college -i miss NC
though i am utterly misserable i am happy to . i jump back and forth, maybe its the birth control pills but ughsdkjghafsdkbjh
You are beautiful. Your personality is brilliant. I am jealous. I miss you being at school. Even though you did not like me for a few years and we never really talked or anything of the sort, sitting near you was always entertaining. And I miss it.
I used to count calories. Then I stopped caring. And I like it better that way. I have a little pouch. I think it's disgustingly cute.
I can't think of anything fantastic to say. My apologies.
I have no self control. I feel like I am hurting my baby girl already. I dont want to be a bad mom. I am super horribly scared about having my baby girl :/ I STILL want the babys daddy
*i like cats better than dogs* *i dream in color* *i LOVE him... even if i shouldnt* *i like eating salad EVERY day* *i wear too much red* *I FAKE IT SO REAL IM BEYOND FAKE*
xoxo... nice convo tonight by the way... <3 to you too dollface
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-now i cant stop eating and i weigh 165-170
-i am fat... i have this UGLY birthmark, i trised killing myself once
- i have had sex with 8 guys ( and i was raped by one of those... and one of the others one i said no to.. but i kinda wanted to)
- i am insanely jealous of EVERY girl my b/f talks to , because all my exes have cheated on me... i dont trust him
-infact i trust no one
-i work 40-45 hours a week and i have yet started college
-i miss NC
though i am utterly misserable i am happy to . i jump back and forth, maybe its the birth control pills but ughsdkjghafsdkbjh
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I used to count calories. Then I stopped caring. And I like it better that way. I have a little pouch. I think it's disgustingly cute.
I can't think of anything fantastic to say. My apologies.
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I have a pouch, at first I hated it, and now Ive grown to love it.
What you said was fantastic. <3
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I feel like I am hurting my baby girl already.
I dont want to be a bad mom.
I am super horribly scared about having my baby girl :/
I STILL want the babys daddy
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I have no clue as to why we fought, help me out?
I am all of that.
Ditto babe, I just think you're stupid for being nice to Lauren.
PS: Promise?
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Lauren has done nothing wrong to me. She is actually very nice.
I swear on peppermint ice cream.
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*i dream in color*
*i LOVE him... even if i shouldnt*
*i like eating salad EVERY day*
*i wear too much red*
*I FAKE IT SO REAL IM BEYOND FAKE*
xoxo... nice convo tonight by the way... <3 to you too dollface
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