Feb 19, 2009 19:59
I have become so fucking attached. I called Matt on my break to see what he was doing and if he wanted to get some lunch with me. He was still asleep. Which doesn't bother me. It is just the one time I actually wanted to spend time with him during the day and I couldn't. Sometimes I kinda get mad that he gets to sleep in and I don't. I feel like the man in the relationship. I work all fucking day. I pay the rent...Which I won't make enough this paycheck to even pay for next rent. WHich sucks b/c I really like this job. I pay for the lights. I pay some of the groceries. I come home and make the food. And now I am the only one with a job. Oh fuck me now. I am screwed......
stress,
work,
matt,
life,
dependent,
touchyfeely,
rant,
depress-ish,
changes,
food