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Holy crap, I feel amazing. I mean, I'm exhausted and worn out and completely done with getting my ass kicked, but damn it's gonna be worth it. Working out today felt so good without cigarettes. It's still tough, but I can feel a difference, and I needed that little boost to help me out. Little victories like this is what's going to keep me going.
Dad's plane was delayed today, something about mechanical problems, and he can't catch another flight until late tonight or early tomorrow. I'm upset (not at him though) that four days gets cut down to three. There's never enough time, and this makes it worse.
But, I'm using this time to regroup. I've been stretched thin for the past two weeks, and my stress levels have been spiking out of control. And I'm hoping I can get part of myself back. In fact, I'm determined to. This is a massive leaf-turning-over stage, and I refuse to let old habits come back into play. This is a new me, an incredibly happier me, and I have every, every intention of keeping things this way. This is oh-so here to stay.
Dad's plane was delayed today, something about mechanical problems, and he can't catch another flight until late tonight or early tomorrow. I'm upset (not at him though) that four days gets cut down to three. There's never enough time, and this makes it worse.
But, I'm using this time to regroup. I've been stretched thin for the past two weeks, and my stress levels have been spiking out of control. And I'm hoping I can get part of myself back. In fact, I'm determined to. This is a massive leaf-turning-over stage, and I refuse to let old habits come back into play. This is a new me, an incredibly happier me, and I have every, every intention of keeping things this way. This is oh-so here to stay.