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I don't want to study because I don't understand or grasp the material at all.... so i'm wasting my time writing in this here journal. I hate Humanities... I hate Marx and Hobbes and Locke and Darwin and Freud and Ibsen and Miller and Piradello and Camus and PInter and any we ever talked about in Humn II. I just dont get capatalism, eugenics, marxism, free trade, theatre of the absurd,exastentialism, the enlightenment or why Freud thinks the main motivator in life is to find pleasure. I am just confuzzzzled all the time. He just talks and talks and talk and drones. I write it down as much as I can and I read the material to the best of my ability but it ALL goes over my head. Every last word.
I'l so screwed tomorrow.... if I bomb one test in colllege hard core - it'll be this one. And i'm ohk with that because i'm walking on Saturday and this can't stop me from graduating... thank God.
One thing keeping me laughing - YOUTUBE, look up Muppets Danny Boy. It freaking hilarious. Boo and I just sat here and cracked up. Its good to have a best friend who understands you. It the first time ever that I"ve felt equal in a relationship. I've always been the one to care more. This time, with Brenna, we appreciate eachother and love eachother and want to spend time together the same amount. We're going abroad together and are best of friends who want to grow old with eachother. I love it. I thank God for her everyday!
I also keep letting myself be distracted by boys... just thinking about my three awesome new found friends and how our times together will be few and far between but will be cherished. I miss them all already. Hoping for a trip to NYC with da boys and boo this summer... crossing my fingers.
i should try at least....... here goes nothing.... study till 1am -- bed --- wake up at 9 am study till 3pm..... take test,,,, fail....... study for geog 261 with dan. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa kill me now
I'l so screwed tomorrow.... if I bomb one test in colllege hard core - it'll be this one. And i'm ohk with that because i'm walking on Saturday and this can't stop me from graduating... thank God.
One thing keeping me laughing - YOUTUBE, look up Muppets Danny Boy. It freaking hilarious. Boo and I just sat here and cracked up. Its good to have a best friend who understands you. It the first time ever that I"ve felt equal in a relationship. I've always been the one to care more. This time, with Brenna, we appreciate eachother and love eachother and want to spend time together the same amount. We're going abroad together and are best of friends who want to grow old with eachother. I love it. I thank God for her everyday!
I also keep letting myself be distracted by boys... just thinking about my three awesome new found friends and how our times together will be few and far between but will be cherished. I miss them all already. Hoping for a trip to NYC with da boys and boo this summer... crossing my fingers.
i should try at least....... here goes nothing.... study till 1am -- bed --- wake up at 9 am study till 3pm..... take test,,,, fail....... study for geog 261 with dan. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa kill me now