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Haven't said much in awhile....on here anyway. But I have been bloggin' it up on my myspace profile. So, I'll just catch anyone up who cares to read...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
it is Thursday.
Current mood: blah
hmmm, I really dont know what to write about, but I am bored at work, and I thought I would just write to write.
I am nervous as hell about this weekend. Sara's mom is supposed to be here, and she doesnt know about me, about Sara, about Sara and I...*nausea* Uhm...yeah.
I miss Amy.
I cant wait for...vacation....for getting away for a bit...for good times with good friends...for tubing down the Potomac River with my own cooler full of beer...for trying to fish...for hiking...for hours in the hot tub...for a few days sleeping beside Sara...for Susan, D, and Amy...for cooking out every night...(Going to the Shenandoa Mountains Memorial Day.) Yeah, I cant wait.
I am nauseous. WHY? I hate that. Ew.
Uhm, thats all.
"even if you reach inside the vault/whatever be the cost/sterling clear blackened ice/and when they drag the lake there's nothing left at all/I've defected..."
Currently listening:
De-Loused in the Comatorium
By The Mars Volta
Release date: By 24 June, 2003
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
lesbian double dates rawk ass
This weekend...fun, but not tiring...so this is good. It's Sunday, and I am at work....what else do I do here except Myspace? Fuckin' addictive; it is. Anyhow, my weekend...
Friday
...
I was off work all day. On Thursday, while at work, I was thrown off the golf cart we have and I was hurting pretty bad. So, I took it really easy. I met Sara for lunch to discuss some drama that had unfolded and then just went home and sat in th I-Joy for like 2 hours. I almost finished my book (Good Omens by Neil Gaiman - 3rd time.) When Sara got off work, we ran some errands, made dinner, and did nothing. We were both exhausted from the week of working late and getting up early for our day jobs. Starting a business is hard work!! I think we were in bed by 11pm. It was nice.
Saturday
...
We slept in for a bit and had a lazy morning. It was a beautiful morning, so we ate our breakfast outside and commented on all the pollen everywhere. So thick you can see it. Ew. We had planned to go to Baltimore (Towson, actually) and meet up with Susan and D for a hanging out day. Susan made lunch and we took it to a State Park called Gunpowder Falls. There was a mini-beach and Susan, Sara and I walked in the sand barefoot. (I still have sand everywhere...) I made a sand turtle, and D talked about making sand angels, but no one wanted that much sand in their hair. (Although, D could get away with it as she has none.) It was a blast. It really was. I could hang out with them every weekend...I wish they werent so far away. Sara and I left around 8:30 or so, and stopped at this sub shop right near their house for dinner. Sarah was having a party at her house, so we stopped by there on our way home. That was fun, but we didnt stay too long. We (Sara and I, Sarah, Steve and Patrick) went to Sara's house to get something for Sarah. We played a few games of pool, then Sara and I played video games for awhile. (We got bunches and bunches of old video games from D - I cant wait!!!) Finally, we made it to my house and went to sleep. Sleeping next to her is the best.
Woke up this morning and came to work...blah.
Currently listening:
Daybreaker
By Beth Orton
Release date: By 30 July, 2002
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Monday, May 09, 2005
mondays suck ass
Current mood: drained
So, getting out of bed this morning ad to be the hardest thing I have done in a long time. The weekend really wore me out, and I need sleep!! I do not think I am going to do anything tonite but hang out with Sara and smoke the pot. AND GO TO SLEEP EARLY. Fuck, I am tired.
I am fading even writing this.
*yawn*
Currently listening:
Under the Pink
By Tori Amos
Release date: By 01 February, 1994
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
what a weekend...
yeah, so last night, I thought, "Well, I have for sure been this fucked up in Oklahoma, but there wasnt all this cool shit around me." This weekend was a trip. I had lots'o fun!
Friday
...
Woke up next to Sara (yay) and she went to work (not yay)...then I slept for a while. Then Melanie called me and needed me to come work for her for a few hours. (For reasons unmentionable...) So, I did. Then I went home and worked on my latest job. (I am starting my own graphics design company...dont remember if I mentioned that before.) I finished the logo I was working on and then met Sara at her house. We cooked dinner. We hung out, we did some stuff...Friday was so much fun, but I am not going into why. Although, it's the same thing that brought me into work to cover for Jason and Melanie...Thats my (and Sara and Jason and Melanie's) secret.
Friday was so much fun. Just Sara and I.
Saturday
...
Woke up next to Sara again. YAY. Neither of us had to go to work. We didnt get outta bed until almost noon. It was a pretty day. We went & got something to eat, then just lazied around until I finally made myself leave to show the logo to the guys who hired me. (It was a success.) THEN, people started showing up at my house. My roommate was having a party. She is neat. It was fun, at least I had fun...then kelly and Sara wanted to meet up with Sarah and go downtown. Sarah works at a Jaguar dealership. They give out Range Rovers for loaner cars. She had a black one...2005...beautiful...(much like the white one she had a few weekends ago...) So, we left the party, and went back to [my] Sara's house...where we drank some more and stuff. I decided, as Kelly and Sara were about to walk out the door, that I needed a mouthful of alcohol. Cap'n Morgans down my throat followed by Diet Coke, and I was out the door. Kelly drove us to Sarah's and Sarah drove us into DC. I had a few more drinks, then I decided, as the room spun, that I should get some water and stick with that. I did. The room still spun. I love going to Apex. I danced my ass off. *stares off thinking about dancing with and for Sara* I love that woman...
Sunday
...
I am at work. Hung over. Head hurts, and we got a golf cart today. This makes me happy.
Currently listening:
Give Up
By The Postal Service
Release date: By 18 February, 2003
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Friday, May 06, 2005
well, uhm, uh....
I just dont have anything to write about.
I have been working alot.
I started my own business...
thats all.
oh, and I love Sara.
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Monday, May 02, 2005
grr!!
Current mood: icky...
I am feeling icky today.
Thats all really.
Didnt do shit last nite. Was gonna go to Tea...didnt.
We watched The L Word (as always...) and then I went home and colored with Patrick. (My roommate's 4 year old.) I made him a picture he said it was "a really beautiful picture, Susie." God, he is a cute kid.
...
On another note:
I feel like I fall harder everytime I look at Sara. I have never been so in love with someone. I have never felt so complete with anyone like I do with her. I think that every time we have a disagreement, it only makes us stronger...I love her, and coming here was the best thing I have ever done...
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
uhm, yeah
Current mood: sleepy
I was so distracted by the subject of my last two posts, that I forgot to tell about my days off...
Thursday:
Went to work after Sara called in and "was sick" so I left. Sara and I went to see Sin City. WOW. What an amazing movie. I will for sure buy it when it comes out. We had a really great day just the two of us hanging out. (I feel like the luckiest person alive when I am with her...)
Friday:
Sara stayed at my house Thursday nite, so she was up early to go to work. I got up with her, but went right back to bed and slept until 11 o'clock! I needed it. I met her for lunch in Chantilly, then I met Kelly at her house. We went to Costco. I am in love with Costco. It rocks ass. We went to get some meat and makings for cooking out. The three of us, Sara, Kelly and I, are determined to will warm weather. It was cloudy and cool, but we still cooked out. Sara is amazing at the grill. We had Sarah, Jason and Melanie over along with some guys Kelly worked with, Marcos and Jason. Sara and I drank entirely too much. The reason for the get together was Kelly got a pool table...by means unknown...hahaha...and it needed to be moved upstairs. Well, it's up there now. I was only there for part of the moving, but it's there now. Its neat.
Saturday:
Saturday started out as a lazy day. I don't think we actually got out of bed until after 11. Then we smoked and watched this insane movie we recorded on TiVo. It was funny, because we all really watched it for a long time. It was from the 50's maybe, and it was reminiscent of Reefer Madness. Showing all these kids getting totally FUCKED UP off weed. Here we are, three stoners, just having smoked really watching this flick. It was funny. Then we all snapped out of it. We decided to go to ESPNzone in DC. Sara and I had planned to go into DC anyway to go see my godmother who lives in Dupont Circle. So we did. What fun! This place has the biggest video game arcade I have even seen. We played so many games. I suck at video games. I really suck at video games, and Sara is a fucking natural. So...then we went to Sheryl's apartment (my godmother) and visitied with her for awhile. She's such a neat lady. I love her. Then we thought that since we were already in Dupont, we should look around. We found Hamburger Mary's. When we got our seat, it was still light outside. I do not know what time it was. I know that we left well after dark and after several beers. It was fun, watching people. I made a friend. His name is David, and he works there. He gave me his number and said, "You wanna hang out sometime?" He's a cutie! (I miss my gay boys back home, and I am taking applications for some new gay boy friends here. So I always talk to the cute ones when I see them.) We caught a cab back to the car since it was also raining, and went back to Sara's. When we drank more beer..and played pool!!!
YAY.
Now, it's Sunday and I am at work. A little tired, a little hung over. But nothing that'll last.
TONITE: TEA. I am excited.
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Friday, April 29, 2005
myspace.
Current mood: pissy
I just want to delete my profile...but I wont because I love Sara.
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Monday, April 25, 2005
well...
I cant belive no one had anything to say about the most beautiful bud I have ever personally held in my hand. Thats alright; it's okay to be scared.
I am tired as shit today. *shivers* and I cant seem to get warm. I froze all last nite. (all alone in my bed )
I AM STRESSED.
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
look-it
I got this yesterday.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
it is Thursday.
Current mood: blah
hmmm, I really dont know what to write about, but I am bored at work, and I thought I would just write to write.
I am nervous as hell about this weekend. Sara's mom is supposed to be here, and she doesnt know about me, about Sara, about Sara and I...*nausea* Uhm...yeah.
I miss Amy.
I cant wait for...vacation....for getting away for a bit...for good times with good friends...for tubing down the Potomac River with my own cooler full of beer...for trying to fish...for hiking...for hours in the hot tub...for a few days sleeping beside Sara...for Susan, D, and Amy...for cooking out every night...(Going to the Shenandoa Mountains Memorial Day.) Yeah, I cant wait.
I am nauseous. WHY? I hate that. Ew.
Uhm, thats all.
"even if you reach inside the vault/whatever be the cost/sterling clear blackened ice/and when they drag the lake there's nothing left at all/I've defected..."
Currently listening:
De-Loused in the Comatorium
By The Mars Volta
Release date: By 24 June, 2003
3:53 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove
Sunday, May 15, 2005
lesbian double dates rawk ass
This weekend...fun, but not tiring...so this is good. It's Sunday, and I am at work....what else do I do here except Myspace? Fuckin' addictive; it is. Anyhow, my weekend...
Friday
...
I was off work all day. On Thursday, while at work, I was thrown off the golf cart we have and I was hurting pretty bad. So, I took it really easy. I met Sara for lunch to discuss some drama that had unfolded and then just went home and sat in th I-Joy for like 2 hours. I almost finished my book (Good Omens by Neil Gaiman - 3rd time.) When Sara got off work, we ran some errands, made dinner, and did nothing. We were both exhausted from the week of working late and getting up early for our day jobs. Starting a business is hard work!! I think we were in bed by 11pm. It was nice.
Saturday
...
We slept in for a bit and had a lazy morning. It was a beautiful morning, so we ate our breakfast outside and commented on all the pollen everywhere. So thick you can see it. Ew. We had planned to go to Baltimore (Towson, actually) and meet up with Susan and D for a hanging out day. Susan made lunch and we took it to a State Park called Gunpowder Falls. There was a mini-beach and Susan, Sara and I walked in the sand barefoot. (I still have sand everywhere...) I made a sand turtle, and D talked about making sand angels, but no one wanted that much sand in their hair. (Although, D could get away with it as she has none.) It was a blast. It really was. I could hang out with them every weekend...I wish they werent so far away. Sara and I left around 8:30 or so, and stopped at this sub shop right near their house for dinner. Sarah was having a party at her house, so we stopped by there on our way home. That was fun, but we didnt stay too long. We (Sara and I, Sarah, Steve and Patrick) went to Sara's house to get something for Sarah. We played a few games of pool, then Sara and I played video games for awhile. (We got bunches and bunches of old video games from D - I cant wait!!!) Finally, we made it to my house and went to sleep. Sleeping next to her is the best.
Woke up this morning and came to work...blah.
Currently listening:
Daybreaker
By Beth Orton
Release date: By 30 July, 2002
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Monday, May 09, 2005
mondays suck ass
Current mood: drained
So, getting out of bed this morning ad to be the hardest thing I have done in a long time. The weekend really wore me out, and I need sleep!! I do not think I am going to do anything tonite but hang out with Sara and smoke the pot. AND GO TO SLEEP EARLY. Fuck, I am tired.
I am fading even writing this.
*yawn*
Currently listening:
Under the Pink
By Tori Amos
Release date: By 01 February, 1994
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
what a weekend...
yeah, so last night, I thought, "Well, I have for sure been this fucked up in Oklahoma, but there wasnt all this cool shit around me." This weekend was a trip. I had lots'o fun!
Friday
...
Woke up next to Sara (yay) and she went to work (not yay)...then I slept for a while. Then Melanie called me and needed me to come work for her for a few hours. (For reasons unmentionable...) So, I did. Then I went home and worked on my latest job. (I am starting my own graphics design company...dont remember if I mentioned that before.) I finished the logo I was working on and then met Sara at her house. We cooked dinner. We hung out, we did some stuff...Friday was so much fun, but I am not going into why. Although, it's the same thing that brought me into work to cover for Jason and Melanie...Thats my (and Sara and Jason and Melanie's) secret.
Friday was so much fun. Just Sara and I.
Saturday
...
Woke up next to Sara again. YAY. Neither of us had to go to work. We didnt get outta bed until almost noon. It was a pretty day. We went & got something to eat, then just lazied around until I finally made myself leave to show the logo to the guys who hired me. (It was a success.) THEN, people started showing up at my house. My roommate was having a party. She is neat. It was fun, at least I had fun...then kelly and Sara wanted to meet up with Sarah and go downtown. Sarah works at a Jaguar dealership. They give out Range Rovers for loaner cars. She had a black one...2005...beautiful...(much like the white one she had a few weekends ago...) So, we left the party, and went back to [my] Sara's house...where we drank some more and stuff. I decided, as Kelly and Sara were about to walk out the door, that I needed a mouthful of alcohol. Cap'n Morgans down my throat followed by Diet Coke, and I was out the door. Kelly drove us to Sarah's and Sarah drove us into DC. I had a few more drinks, then I decided, as the room spun, that I should get some water and stick with that. I did. The room still spun. I love going to Apex. I danced my ass off. *stares off thinking about dancing with and for Sara* I love that woman...
Sunday
...
I am at work. Hung over. Head hurts, and we got a golf cart today. This makes me happy.
Currently listening:
Give Up
By The Postal Service
Release date: By 18 February, 2003
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Friday, May 06, 2005
well, uhm, uh....
I just dont have anything to write about.
I have been working alot.
I started my own business...
thats all.
oh, and I love Sara.
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Monday, May 02, 2005
grr!!
Current mood: icky...
I am feeling icky today.
Thats all really.
Didnt do shit last nite. Was gonna go to Tea...didnt.
We watched The L Word (as always...) and then I went home and colored with Patrick. (My roommate's 4 year old.) I made him a picture he said it was "a really beautiful picture, Susie." God, he is a cute kid.
...
On another note:
I feel like I fall harder everytime I look at Sara. I have never been so in love with someone. I have never felt so complete with anyone like I do with her. I think that every time we have a disagreement, it only makes us stronger...I love her, and coming here was the best thing I have ever done...
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
uhm, yeah
Current mood: sleepy
I was so distracted by the subject of my last two posts, that I forgot to tell about my days off...
Thursday:
Went to work after Sara called in and "was sick" so I left. Sara and I went to see Sin City. WOW. What an amazing movie. I will for sure buy it when it comes out. We had a really great day just the two of us hanging out. (I feel like the luckiest person alive when I am with her...)
Friday:
Sara stayed at my house Thursday nite, so she was up early to go to work. I got up with her, but went right back to bed and slept until 11 o'clock! I needed it. I met her for lunch in Chantilly, then I met Kelly at her house. We went to Costco. I am in love with Costco. It rocks ass. We went to get some meat and makings for cooking out. The three of us, Sara, Kelly and I, are determined to will warm weather. It was cloudy and cool, but we still cooked out. Sara is amazing at the grill. We had Sarah, Jason and Melanie over along with some guys Kelly worked with, Marcos and Jason. Sara and I drank entirely too much. The reason for the get together was Kelly got a pool table...by means unknown...hahaha...and it needed to be moved upstairs. Well, it's up there now. I was only there for part of the moving, but it's there now. Its neat.
Saturday:
Saturday started out as a lazy day. I don't think we actually got out of bed until after 11. Then we smoked and watched this insane movie we recorded on TiVo. It was funny, because we all really watched it for a long time. It was from the 50's maybe, and it was reminiscent of Reefer Madness. Showing all these kids getting totally FUCKED UP off weed. Here we are, three stoners, just having smoked really watching this flick. It was funny. Then we all snapped out of it. We decided to go to ESPNzone in DC. Sara and I had planned to go into DC anyway to go see my godmother who lives in Dupont Circle. So we did. What fun! This place has the biggest video game arcade I have even seen. We played so many games. I suck at video games. I really suck at video games, and Sara is a fucking natural. So...then we went to Sheryl's apartment (my godmother) and visitied with her for awhile. She's such a neat lady. I love her. Then we thought that since we were already in Dupont, we should look around. We found Hamburger Mary's. When we got our seat, it was still light outside. I do not know what time it was. I know that we left well after dark and after several beers. It was fun, watching people. I made a friend. His name is David, and he works there. He gave me his number and said, "You wanna hang out sometime?" He's a cutie! (I miss my gay boys back home, and I am taking applications for some new gay boy friends here. So I always talk to the cute ones when I see them.) We caught a cab back to the car since it was also raining, and went back to Sara's. When we drank more beer..and played pool!!!
YAY.
Now, it's Sunday and I am at work. A little tired, a little hung over. But nothing that'll last.
TONITE: TEA. I am excited.
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Friday, April 29, 2005
myspace.
Current mood: pissy
I just want to delete my profile...but I wont because I love Sara.
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Monday, April 25, 2005
well...
I cant belive no one had anything to say about the most beautiful bud I have ever personally held in my hand. Thats alright; it's okay to be scared.
I am tired as shit today. *shivers* and I cant seem to get warm. I froze all last nite. (all alone in my bed )
I AM STRESSED.
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
look-it
I got this yesterday.