I have/had/will have a dream (Just Breathe)
*this is not a post about the boy* My friends who know about this crush of mine are attempting to convince me I need to tell him. Yet... he's away for the summer, either at a camp in the Poconos or Scotland. I don't see that it'll do any good to tell him now. *really, honestly, truly* Also? he cut his hair o.O (it's really cute, but it's SHORT)
Fire. Reminiscent of Sonya's, plus a procession down to the Crum woods and getting to sing on the way down. Burned a single hebrew flash card (p'ree, fruit) because you know what? I went dancing instead of studying on Sunday. And I burned things while I should be studying tonight. And I don't think I'm dripping in apathy, but I'm able to realize (possibly for the first time ever), that my finals will not change my life if I don't do as well as I possibly could do, studying until my eyeballs fall out, and fretting. Instead, I've been learning - how the tune to 'Miffage, Slappage, and Strangulation' goes, and the chords that go along with it; realizing how much I love hanging out with Sirkka and Frank, especially when there are really nerdy love songs flying around ('Blinded and Double-blinded by you'. Yes, the entire song is love through statistics). I've been filing the information that I'm supposed to know into little chunks on my formula sheet; and I'm just not going to worry. Easier said than done, sure, but I'm going to finish what I have to do, take a deep breath, and keep going. I've got a solid chunk of work to do even after tomorrow. But it's going to turn out alright.
Fire. Reminiscent of Sonya's, plus a procession down to the Crum woods and getting to sing on the way down. Burned a single hebrew flash card (p'ree, fruit) because you know what? I went dancing instead of studying on Sunday. And I burned things while I should be studying tonight. And I don't think I'm dripping in apathy, but I'm able to realize (possibly for the first time ever), that my finals will not change my life if I don't do as well as I possibly could do, studying until my eyeballs fall out, and fretting. Instead, I've been learning - how the tune to 'Miffage, Slappage, and Strangulation' goes, and the chords that go along with it; realizing how much I love hanging out with Sirkka and Frank, especially when there are really nerdy love songs flying around ('Blinded and Double-blinded by you'. Yes, the entire song is love through statistics). I've been filing the information that I'm supposed to know into little chunks on my formula sheet; and I'm just not going to worry. Easier said than done, sure, but I'm going to finish what I have to do, take a deep breath, and keep going. I've got a solid chunk of work to do even after tomorrow. But it's going to turn out alright.