Things I Want
Things I want, selfishly:
1. HIM
2. A back rub
3. Head scritches
4. A pedicure (so I'm occasionally rather girly...)
Things I'd like, tonight:
1. To talk to him.
2. A good night's sleep.
Things I am unlikely to get in the near future:
1. All of the above.
I know I haven't written anything here lately. I haven't forgotten about it. It's just... what with one thing and another, I've been using all of my rather lacking mental stamina just surviving and trying to keep my head far enough above water that I won't drown in a bit of a wave...
That's sort of cryptic. Various stuff has been going on in my personal life, and it's putting a lot of mental and emotional strain on me. Couple that with trying to maintain my 4.0 in college, despite being maxed out on credit hours and having various club responsibilities (it should be illegal to make Freshmen club presidents), and you get a generally exhausted me who is not coherent enough. Sorry.
Here's a little bit:
You know, I guess I’ve always been more than a little surprised that you don’t like puzzles.
I guess not everyone’s a sucker for the way the pieces slide together- like your legs would slide against mine, creating just the right amount of friction- but they have other redeeming features.
There’s the way a picture slowly forms- something created from nothing, just how you used to describe our relationship.
Even when they’re broken-which they usually are- they can always be fixed. I guess that’s where the analogy fades, because this can’t be repaired. I’m missing a piece- you are too.
--
It's sort of a drabble, in that it's 100 words. It's really just my thoughts.
1. HIM
2. A back rub
3. Head scritches
4. A pedicure (so I'm occasionally rather girly...)
Things I'd like, tonight:
1. To talk to him.
2. A good night's sleep.
Things I am unlikely to get in the near future:
1. All of the above.
I know I haven't written anything here lately. I haven't forgotten about it. It's just... what with one thing and another, I've been using all of my rather lacking mental stamina just surviving and trying to keep my head far enough above water that I won't drown in a bit of a wave...
That's sort of cryptic. Various stuff has been going on in my personal life, and it's putting a lot of mental and emotional strain on me. Couple that with trying to maintain my 4.0 in college, despite being maxed out on credit hours and having various club responsibilities (it should be illegal to make Freshmen club presidents), and you get a generally exhausted me who is not coherent enough. Sorry.
Here's a little bit:
You know, I guess I’ve always been more than a little surprised that you don’t like puzzles.
I guess not everyone’s a sucker for the way the pieces slide together- like your legs would slide against mine, creating just the right amount of friction- but they have other redeeming features.
There’s the way a picture slowly forms- something created from nothing, just how you used to describe our relationship.
Even when they’re broken-which they usually are- they can always be fixed. I guess that’s where the analogy fades, because this can’t be repaired. I’m missing a piece- you are too.
--
It's sort of a drabble, in that it's 100 words. It's really just my thoughts.