Nov 17, 2004 15:35
I Have not updated in a while... Why? I dont really know. Probably people I don't really want reading this, and leaving nasty comments on here. But whatever I guess I'll just ignore them.. I'm not really in a great mood lately. I lost my job cuz of some bull shit rascist shit, I truely believe that.. But I dont think that was the ONLY thing to do with it. I have no clue if im even wanted in my band anymore.. I mean I try so hard to please them but it seems I dont do enough.. I guess I'm not as good as I thought I was at singing for a punk band.. They want to demote me to guitar.. I dont know if thats a demotion or a Promotion.. Anyway, it dosent matter cuz i've been practicing on guitar and bass forever and I am pretty good at it. and im not going to let them say i cant sing cuz I can.. I dont really care what they do about it anymore.. THe band IS NOT what it was supposed to be in the first place.. I think Im the only one that wants it to be that *shrugs*
I dont know what else to put.. Im still single. I kinda want to be alone alot.. I just wish i hadnt lost that job, now im fucked. I dont know what I do to deserve bad luck like this.. Im a good person. OH well. I guess I'll just have to go with the flow..
Not to much more to post here.. Im still sleepy and I cant think straight when I just wake up. So Hopefully I'll Post More Later.