Mar 05, 2005 22:36
I miss my Ben.
I haven't seen him in 4 days.
Haven't even talked to him besides phone tag.
This sucks.
I am sick. I actually left work early tonight because of it. I have to be dying before I call in or ask to go home. I thought I was gonna pass out. It wasn't good. I'm a lil better now. At least I don't want to die.
I miss my Jeffiner. I miss my Hali. I miss the times we had at Barnes and Nobles. I miss my Rachel. I miss all my friends. I'm so busy working lately that I have no life.
I'm addicted to "Fuck the pain away" by Peaches right now. Just listening to her repeat those words over and over seems to help right now.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow morning. American Eagle can go fornicate itself with a stick. Grrr...