Okay, so what am I doing here at 2.16 am, not exactly early nor late, on the day my OP ended. PW, I&R this time. I'm so glad to be able to see the end of PW.

PW has been this whirlwind of feeling low, inferior, stress, worry and everything bad. It has never once let me feel good about myself, makes me feel so useless. Because I can't do PW, as in ( Read more... )

THIS IS A POST FULL OF RAMBLINGS.
I'M GOING TO LOSE MY SANITY IF PW DOESN'T END SOON. OP I&R, BE NICE.

Sigh. I wasted my entire day slacking and going back to the lifestyle I had post-Os. Now I am cramming everything PW into the next few hours before I sleep. Received comments about my I&R, and as usual, it's bad. But considering everyone else that ( Read more... )

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I'm scared to death for OP now. I was fine few days back, even yesterday. Now I'm doubting myself and I don't know how to go about working on my flaws. My flaws weren't exposed before this, thank god for that, but now they're palpable. I subconsciously make those mistakes and they're my natural reactions when I realize something's wrong. Now I ( Read more... )