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[elektrasai]

i hate that i cannot control my body, my body controls me. it makes all my decisions despite my arguing with it. the strong voice gets weaker and the dumbass -resign -yourself- to- a life- of -hating yourself -and feeling -like- a- dissapointment -ashamed -to -be -seen voice always always wins. logic loses. am i just a lazy asshole? or do i have

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[lisslar]

wow.this was my running inner monologue for most of yesterday evening. I'm sorry, I really wouldn't wish that feeling on anyone. I also believe that we are probably not wholly sane. perhaps.

perhaps indeed.

[elektrasai]

it's nice to know i'm not alone in feeling this way, and yes -i don't suppose i ever really feel wholly sane ,and in some strange way that's reassuring.

Re: perhaps indeed.

[lisslar]

I'm happy that I can tell people about these things in real life, and they aren't weirded out.

Not who you want to hear from.

[anonymous]

It sounds like depression. It sounds like you know it's depression. You know how that goes. You know I know, as well. If you want to talk, you can email me. We can commiserate in our inability to be normal. It'll be fun. :P

L0vecat@hotmail.com

[verloren]

life is a confusing thing...our mind is trying to figure it all out and we kind of get dragged along for the ride...ack...

hope you feel better, regardless of your inner monologue...