there's a chance we might fall apart before too long.
...two posts within a half hour? it's cheaper than therapy.
it isn't possible to do my math with everyone in this fucking house screaming at each other. i have never heard people disrespect people they 'love' so much. they all make me sick. maybe i'm not above them, but i sure as hell feel like it. the dog is the only one my dad talks to with any sort of respect. andrew's following right in his footsteps. my mother is a whole other set of issues. i tend to side with her most the time i geuss, but right now they can all go screw themselves.
i have a life to live and try to enjoy, they are done fucking it up.
the sooner i get out of here, the better.
(but i will never really be gone, i don't have it in me to say "see ya" and really turn my back. i care too much, and thats what
SUCKS.)
" i want to hate you so bad, but i can't. "
it isn't possible to do my math with everyone in this fucking house screaming at each other. i have never heard people disrespect people they 'love' so much. they all make me sick. maybe i'm not above them, but i sure as hell feel like it. the dog is the only one my dad talks to with any sort of respect. andrew's following right in his footsteps. my mother is a whole other set of issues. i tend to side with her most the time i geuss, but right now they can all go screw themselves.
i have a life to live and try to enjoy, they are done fucking it up.
the sooner i get out of here, the better.
(but i will never really be gone, i don't have it in me to say "see ya" and really turn my back. i care too much, and thats what
SUCKS.)
" i want to hate you so bad, but i can't. "