Just keep walking
...the second brother figure who I have lost and it hurts just as much the second time as the first... I'm going for a walk, if anyone needs me. Afterwards, I think I'm going to do some upgrading of my computer and set up a few things that I haven't used for a while.
[Private to self//Completely Unhackable]
So selfish even now. It's really for best that Mitsuhide and Musashi were able to return home, so why do I feel bad? I should be happy for them, but instead I'm depressed and almost... jealous. Why can't I feel what it would be right to?
No, even now I must keep going. My new assignment has no room for error and if I can just do that, it will be alright in the end.
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[OOC: Start of character information series for the story Amanda's from is here, if you're interested in seeing a bit about others from her world.]
[Private to self//Completely Unhackable]
So selfish even now. It's really for best that Mitsuhide and Musashi were able to return home, so why do I feel bad? I should be happy for them, but instead I'm depressed and almost... jealous. Why can't I feel what it would be right to?
No, even now I must keep going. My new assignment has no room for error and if I can just do that, it will be alright in the end.
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[OOC: Start of character information series for the story Amanda's from is here, if you're interested in seeing a bit about others from her world.]