...in the past, there were three people who I wished to be the best atributes of, people that were my inspiration. Two of the three are dead, and the third moved to the other side of the country. Perhaps I should make something here for those who are dead, since it is something of a tradition for me to go to lay flowers on their graves when it is their birthdays and one of the two's birthday is only two days from now. It would feel weird not to leave flowers somewhere for them.
I'm going to the forest for a while to decide. I'm not becoming depressed, I swear; I just miss them.
EDIT: ...by the way, I've given my sword a name: Lisanthus. My research into symbolism since just calling it "Thoughts" seemed a bit plain suggests that flower is used to recommend it, and both the flower and my sword have a sort of beauty, though different types. The flower is beautiful because it is easy on the eyes and a nice color; the sword is beautiful because it is well made and will be well taken care of.
[OOC: Here's a
picture of the flower, in case anyone is curious what the flower looks like. Kinda wierd that she hasn't mentioned who any of the three refered to are to anyone yet, despite mentioning other people in the past. ._.]