Comments | electrocurves: My blood bath is over.

electrocurves

My blood bath is over.

Apr 17, 2002 08:30

So is my sex drive? Those damn hormones are going to be the death of me. And it doesn't help that I got all dressed sexy, leopard shimmery dress, tall gogo boots, wild hair, copper eyeshadow, only to spend the whole ride home yelling at Jeremy for where we are in life and all this shit we have to do, but never gets done, because he's unmotivated ( Read more... )

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Re: electrocurves April 17 2002, 10:36:26 UTC

That's part of our plan... A couple months ago, I took the car, paid some bills and got some groceries and I felt so alive. I need to do that again. And keep it up! Also, I was telling Jeremy how we could sell all this wierd stuff we have, on ebay, like his docs and my spiderweb lace, and how we could make money for the little things that make us happy, like new boots and clothes and weekend adventures. So he got really encouraging and wants me to start gathering our stuff and taking pictures, so we can spend saturday listing things together. Beyond that, my mom as been bugging me to get an antique/craft booth going with her, so that would be great to get moving on. I'm hoping things will just progress from there, if I stick with it, and who knows? That could be the solution we need to aleviate some of this pressure ( ... )

jezebelesque April 17 2002, 11:26:57 UTC

I've been taking my dh to work everyday for a couple of weeks, and it so much better this way! I can do what I need to do & if I feel like I have to get out, I can go!

Re: electrocurves April 17 2002, 11:56:51 UTC

yeah, I fully agree, but our commute to Jer's work is an hour and a half in traffic, each way. So once a week would be sufficient for now!
xoxo

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psykotikepisode April 17 2002, 10:16:39 UTC

Somehow I would like to tell you it gets easier, but I don't know. I think it just changes, and you will change. Eventually you will be able to do it all, and then do more. From my experience, if you had a job outside the house you would still be doing everything you are doing now, plus the outside job. I know one thing for sure though, you need to get out every once in a while. Go to a show, even if its without Jeremy. Tae Bo helps too. Its just important that you are doing something for yourself, everyday. I wish I could help you out, you need some good friends with kids, its amazing how much that helps.

Re: electrocurves April 17 2002, 10:25:16 UTC

I'm so glad you're back on here! Yeah, I do need contact with mothers of young children. I am really seeing that. And it's just so easy to be a recluse, you know?
I'm hoping to work out something of a ladies' night with Jill in a few weeks, if possible. That way Jeremy can watch Simone for a while and I can go get drunk and stupid and have a blast.
I don't really want to go to work, cause I am totally savoring all this time I have with Simone. I am so afraid of missing something. I'ts just so hard to take the back seat, when I don't like how my man is driving.
I've got some plans, though, and some ways to get shit accomplished, and hopefully it will work.
Uh oh... I smell poop.
xox

sefirah April 17 2002, 21:39:16 UTC

*rubbing eyes* Whosaidwhatnow? Huh?
We need to talk! ;)
xoxoxo

Re: electrocurves April 17 2002, 22:20:21 UTC

you mentioned the idea a few weeks ago, and I dropped the ball. I wanna pick it up again! Lets go partayyyy!!!!!!
xooxo

Benn there... lilac_dreams April 18 2002, 16:08:09 UTC

I picked and random journal and got yours. I have been there! My two midgets are 4 and 8. I remember when my 1st one was born. It is a HUGE adjustment cuz you want to be there for it all and give the love, but GOD it can be boring when you are used to doing and going.

The only thing I can say is that it gets betters. My hubby and I had a TON of those fights and we always worked it out. Just remember that they don't get it because they don't have the hormones we do, we just want to vent and they keep interrupting us with a fix it plan. When all we want is someone that understands large words to listen.

But, anyways, it does get smoother. You'll figure out slowly what will fill the void and give you the meaning you want. Just ride the wave.... Good luck!

Re: Benn there... electrocurves April 18 2002, 16:39:10 UTC

Absolutely!
Thank you for the kind words. And yeah, I understand the boy, I just don't like what comes with him sometimes! I wish I could do everything, but I am so tired now as it is! I'm just thankful over all that I get to be here for her. I know that's a rare gift these days.
xox

Re: Benn there... lilac_dreams April 18 2002, 16:43:52 UTC

Very true...... I have to work now and totally miss them all day! Enjoy it:-)