REFLECTION
When Kyle smiles I turn to dust. When he does something new though it might seem the smallest thing I want to die. When his eyes light up after I’ve been away from him I can’t imagine the universe ever existed before that moment. Here is this person who I pulled from the shadows of creation and placed amongst us here and now. A soul that will know heartache and peace, a mind that will decide and serve him as he grows, and a heart that will pump the blood that comes from within me.
Here is the son that is the perfect mix of me and the man that I love. When I see him smile I feel a guilt rise that I’ve never been filled with before. For here is a little person that lives only for me. Here in my son I know the meaning of trust and betrayal. He finds comfort and love within my arms as I feel longing and regret within my heart. He wonders at the sights of the world around him as I walk amongst the ruins of my life.
I have in no way been so torn, so conflicted, so uncertain. I have never loved nor hated as passionately as I do my son.
RECOMMENDATIONS:
Music: Rosenrot - Rammstein
Movie: Undead
Television: Dr. Who (Sci-Fi)
Book: Night of Delusions - Keith Laumer
Here is the son that is the perfect mix of me and the man that I love. When I see him smile I feel a guilt rise that I’ve never been filled with before. For here is a little person that lives only for me. Here in my son I know the meaning of trust and betrayal. He finds comfort and love within my arms as I feel longing and regret within my heart. He wonders at the sights of the world around him as I walk amongst the ruins of my life.
I have in no way been so torn, so conflicted, so uncertain. I have never loved nor hated as passionately as I do my son.
RECOMMENDATIONS:
Music: Rosenrot - Rammstein
Movie: Undead
Television: Dr. Who (Sci-Fi)
Book: Night of Delusions - Keith Laumer