realization (and a bit more explanation for deaf ears)

Nov 04, 2005 01:45

ya know... i think i was trying to protect him while hurting him.. it has just dawned on me. i've been through heartache so much that i know what helps in the long run. after we broke up i wanted space... it would have been such a peaceful ending to it and left it with no bridges burned so that later on a friendship would be possible. a space and ( Read more... )

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... gonetothezoo November 4 2005, 16:33:16 UTC
I don't know if you read my livejournal...but if you did, you are still not listening to me. you are so set on what had to happen before that you aren't willing to try something different. you have to work at it to make it work, and you didn't. I don't think that mine are the 'deaf ears' even though this probably makes me look like it yet again. There is no way that you can blame this whole thing on me not listening to you.

You are so caught up in pointing at me and being the 'bitch' because you don't think i a listening to you that you are not listening to me or even trying it my way. You just let it build in you and be overwhelmed until it blows up. Like it did. And now you probably won't even respond to me until...indefinitely.

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gonetothezoo November 4 2005, 17:08:13 UTC
and even if im reading it wrong, your refusal to address any point that I make by saying at that point in the conversation that you are sick of analyzing, doesn't help. The fact that you won't address my points makes you just as 'deaf' as you veiw me.

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anonymous November 6 2005, 09:39:02 UTC
Listen.

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electrichighway November 6 2005, 09:44:08 UTC
YOU freaking listen casey... LEAVE ME ALONE

disconnect me from your life, why don't you get it!

i won't let myself feel bad for saying this anymore.

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gonetothezoo November 6 2005, 16:56:15 UTC
...If you can stand me for 10 more minutes of your life, I will leave you. TEN more minutes, face to face, letting loose. Scream, yell, kick, bite, whatever. I won't talk about staying friends, I will only address what I feel is necessary.

ten final minutes...and I will try to forget about you like you are doing to me.

ten final minutes and you will be rid of me

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gonetothezoo November 7 2005, 06:00:32 UTC
please.

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