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I just wrote Chris a long myspace message. Not even sure what it was about. I'm such a freak. I didn't re read it. I'm trying this out. So that things are more instinctual. Granted the grammar and punctuation is probably not so hot. I'm allowed to share my feelings. :)
What if baby P isn't Chris'? Someone told me I'm not allowed to think about that anymore. hm.
My mommy got me stretch mark lotion for mother's day. I thought it smelled weird at first but now that it has mixed with my scent, I like it. : )
I want to ask my parents what I can do to make them proud. It seems like I've all I have done for the past like 8 or 9 years was screw up. They don't say that but I don't know I felt all emotional and useless today at work.
I keep thinking about actually going to cosmetology school and actually buying a car. It seems possible. Scary to commit to but also exciting. Oy.
Oh yeah. The baby can now experience R.E.M. sleep. She opens and closes her eyes to sleep and yes can dream. Amazing! <3
Worn out. Goodnight. :)
What if baby P isn't Chris'? Someone told me I'm not allowed to think about that anymore. hm.
My mommy got me stretch mark lotion for mother's day. I thought it smelled weird at first but now that it has mixed with my scent, I like it. : )
I want to ask my parents what I can do to make them proud. It seems like I've all I have done for the past like 8 or 9 years was screw up. They don't say that but I don't know I felt all emotional and useless today at work.
I keep thinking about actually going to cosmetology school and actually buying a car. It seems possible. Scary to commit to but also exciting. Oy.
Oh yeah. The baby can now experience R.E.M. sleep. She opens and closes her eyes to sleep and yes can dream. Amazing! <3
Worn out. Goodnight. :)