Can I get a tattoo of my blog entries stamped on me? lol

May 07, 2010 01:25

My back hurts!! I know this is like the most typical pregnancy complaint but I've been lucky so far. I take pride in the face that I can usually will away any aches and pains with a little massaging and praying. This is not going away so easily. It is a little bit better now that I'n putting it out in the open. Weird. K. I'm not complaining if it really is gone now.

Yawn! -_-

Chris texted me and woke me up. It was only like 8 hours later then he said. Yes I counted. Oh well I'm not like super crazy about it. In fact I think he is pretty lucky to have such an easy going baby mama. I'm lucky to have someone who I trust and can talk to about stuff and he at least pretends to be interested. Oy. I guess he is sick? Well I said F that. I don't want to get sick. If he got me sick I would be so mad. He said we should stay the night together tomorrow night. Messing with my sleep on my 16 hour weekend?? Hmm not so sure that is going to happen. Like if this is the time he sticks to the plans we made I might have to back out. Well I'm sorry but I need my sleep. I can't sleep at other people's houses. Like in a serious way. It just won't happen. I couldn't ever even as a kid at sleep over partys. Rarr. I would like to cuddle with him. How lame am I?!

So at my Dr. appt. the other day the doctor pointed out where the baby's head and butt is. lol. It's so crazy! because now I can kind of craddle/cuddle her as if she is already out of me. Tear. My weight gain is good. So far I went from 131 to 150. Wowzahs! K. I know it is normal and everything but hello I have been self concious of my weight since I went over 105. No joke and I was hardly 13 then. I'm not starving myself though. And I haven't thrown up any food intentionally the entire time I've been pregnant. : ) I think it just will give me something to work towards after the baby is here.

I picked a name! Yes i'm slightly bragging to myself. I feel it's kinda perfect. So I don't want to tell anyone and have them judge it. However I doubt any one reads this anymore so I could type it in here. ; ) lol. Prudence Annielle (Hawley) What a long name! Heh.

I have been getting cravings since the morning sickness is pretty much gone and I have crazy energy. I don't think the cravings are pregnancy related. I always have been a good eater. lol. That includes ramenm noodles at 4 am if my body says so. Right now I want a can of green beans. mm mm good.

Mother's day is sunday. I got my mom a card that I thought I loved but now I don't. I hate this. It happens often with me. It is the mood disorder thing.

Can't really describe it other than mini heartbreaks. Only most the time I don't know what influences it. I always assume it's celestial and I must trust it. How do you make a crazy person seem crazier? Listen to them talk about god. joking. I find it to be cool when people believe they have a gift from god. I believe it.

baby, crazy brain, feel no pain, chris

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