Rarrs.
I knew I shouldn't say "i'm happy." I gave it a try though.
I'm still "happy".
Last night I started to get vertigo. I think it got worse and worse and then leveled off. I went to bed early and am now awake at 8:16 am. I'm still feeling the dizzy. I just drank half a water bottle full of water and I'm evebtually going to sleep more. Hopefully it is gone or managable by work time. : /
I keep imagining you to get cold feet or that it is already happening but then you say something that makes me feel like everything is going to work. I hope this is more than just a skill of sweet talking the ladies. : /
Oh well. Marisol keeps moving around and it makes me feel so much better about everything.
I had a feeling about how dumb it was of me to do so many drugs and drink because I may have shortened my life and if that prevents me from being there for Marisol at all then I suck. Then I thought well I have a new found will to live. : D I mean I have had some will to live through out my life or Iwouldn't be here today but that feeling is stronger now, yay!
Just about 12 weeks to go. Wowzuhs.
I'm still "happy".
Last night I started to get vertigo. I think it got worse and worse and then leveled off. I went to bed early and am now awake at 8:16 am. I'm still feeling the dizzy. I just drank half a water bottle full of water and I'm evebtually going to sleep more. Hopefully it is gone or managable by work time. : /
I keep imagining you to get cold feet or that it is already happening but then you say something that makes me feel like everything is going to work. I hope this is more than just a skill of sweet talking the ladies. : /
Oh well. Marisol keeps moving around and it makes me feel so much better about everything.
I had a feeling about how dumb it was of me to do so many drugs and drink because I may have shortened my life and if that prevents me from being there for Marisol at all then I suck. Then I thought well I have a new found will to live. : D I mean I have had some will to live through out my life or Iwouldn't be here today but that feeling is stronger now, yay!
Just about 12 weeks to go. Wowzuhs.